Sime/Gen Roleplaying, Bender Cove Township Scenario
Episode #41: The Chains that Bind (10/9/97)
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Alea: I didn't think you would mind,
Veraik: Alea. you can not BE my Donor this month but you can be here to support me.
Alea: I mean, since I was already cleaning the outside wall when I accidently broke the window
Veraik: STOP!!!!!!
Alea thinks of the underdraw...
Alea jumps
Veraik: I zlin your lies Alea.
Alea backs away from Veraik wondering since when he's zlinned her lies...zlinned anything since she is a Farris
Veraik augments to her and wraps tentacles. [dangerous voice, gravelly voice] I know who you are and what you have been doing.
Alea doesn't believe he means what she thinks he means...trying to think what it is he could know....
Alea: okay, so I crawled out of the Deferment room the other night
Alea smiles and shrugs
Alea: I wanted to go for a walk
Veraik: [looks into her eyes] I have contacted Zeor. Your spying days are over.
Alea blood drains from her face
Veraik: [quietly] I can zlin you Alea.
Veraik: I found your letters.
Alea forces her field flat
Alea: what letters?
Alea thinks it's stupid to ask, realizing she must not have burned them all
Alea pulls at her arm to be free of Veraik
Veraik: You [he pulls her closer] will be staying here under my care and **I** will assure that your baby and you get the proper medical care.
Veraik augments to keep her.
Alea: I don't need your help Veraik
Alea panicked...
Veraik: Sectuib ambrov Zeor has assured me all the cooperation for my silence to the other Centers you have been spying and wreaking havoc on.
Alea understanding now why Veraik locked the door the way he did
Alea panic increase at mention of Sectuib
Veraik: He has even assured me adequate transfer and support Donors for Snake in return for my silence.
Alea: you can't keep me here, Veraik. Since I'm exposed, I'll just return to Zeor
Alea jerks at her arm
Veraik: So YOU. [pulls her to him again] are going to stop this play and behave or **I** will have all the letters I wrote sent to all the Centers who have spied upon and or destroyed.
Veraik keeps her arm
Alea: blackmail?
Alea incredulous
Alea: you wouldn't do that
Veraik: No Alea. You will not be leaving from this Center or my sight or Zeor will lose all trust from the other Houses.
Alea stands still, stunned
Alea thinks of all Zeor meant to her... what it means to EVERYONE... and what would happen to her if this got out....not to mention the House
Alea angry
Veraik: Yes I would and I am doing it. Understand. [anger, hurt, pain, anger] and you will be a good little House of Zeor member and do as I say.
Veraik zlins Alea. "Anger is good. It means you are understanding." [shields nager]
Alea stares mutinously
Veraik sneers. Try.
Alea suddenly smiles....trying to engage Veraik's field
Alea backs off
Veraik blocks nager.
Alea: as you....say. hajene
Alea pulls at her arm again
Veraik holds Alea tighter.
Alea: may I go about my duties now?
Alea resents being held so closely
Veraik: You will learn how to control yourself Alea or I will talk to the Sectuib.
Tarsh comes in to the lobby and chats with the receptionist on duty.
Alea doubts it'll do any good, talking to the Sectuib after this incident so she shrugs
Alea: as you say
Veraik zlins defiance.
Veraik: Stop Alea.
Alea: I'm not doing anything
Veraik: No more pretending to be clumsy.
Alea shrugs
Veraik suddenly smiles a very dangerous smile.
Alea looks up warily
Veraik: I bet Tarsh would enjoy knowing who you are.
Veraik: [sneer]
Alea eyes widen
Veraik: That's what I thought.
Tarsh goes over and logs out JonDrake's file.
Alea covers reaction..
Alea: he won't care
Alea shrugs again
Veraik: You are to be my Support Donor this month and you will do it.
Alea: of course, hajene
Alea rensentment again
Veraik zlins Alea's shifting nager and knows.
Tarsh reads the file and looks irritated.
Veraik: You are to not enter my office unless you are invited or are with me.
Alea: of course, hajene
Alea thinking she has no reason to now
Veraik: You are not to do anything which will endanger yourself...such as picking up glass or making tea or even cooking.
Veraik: And NOT hammer and nails.
Tarsh snaps the folder closes and strides over to Veraik's office door.
Alea shakes with anger
Tarsh: [signals]
Veraik: And you are NOT to put pictures in my office or in my bedroom with my permission. Is THAT clear!!!
Alea jumps
Alea: of COURSE, hajene
Veraik calls through the door. I will be with you in about 2 minutes.
Alea takes that chance to pull away and cross the room
Veraik keeps Alea in tentacles.
Alea stumbles as she is pulled back by the tentacles
Alea: please let go of me
Tarsh leans against the wall, drumming his tentacles on the file folder.
Alea shoots a look at Veraik
Veraik: No pictures... even if the picture in my bedroom is nice. NO pictures unless I approve of their placement.
Alea nods stiffly
Veraik holds on one more minute.
Veraik: Do you understand. [zlins]
Alea: I said I DO!
Alea: are you deaf?
Alea: now let me go!
Veraik: No.
Alea thinks again about slamming him....
Veraik: You be nice or you will stay in my tentacles.
Alea knows she can't...
Alea 's field again goes flat
Tarsh doesn't notice the emotional storm a few meters away due to the snake-grade insulation.
Alea: fine
Veraik suddenly releases her and augments to the window and stares out.
Alea moves to the far side of the room and rubs at her arm
Veraik: [quietly] I'll be watching you Alea.
Alea has no doubt about that... as angry as he is
Veraik: Your Sectuib promised me a lot. Don't mess it up for your House.
Alea: of course not
Veraik: Turns to her. You are my support Donor. I'll answer the door now but you are to stay with me.
Alea nods... thinks he has no idea what he has done to her... or what her house will do now that her secret is out -- especially if anyone else finds out
Veraik: [eyes narrow]
Alea: as you SAY, hajene
Alea burning with resentment at feeling like a prisoner in the Center
Veraik adjust the ambient and his nager to flat and neutral.
Veraik: Alea? Your nager, please.
Alea 's nager falls flat
Alea eyes still show her resentment though
Veraik looks at her and waits.
Alea turns her back... unable to control her look
Veraik goes to the door.
Veraik: Tarsh?
Alea feels like if she doesn't get out of here soon, she's going to fragment into a million pieces
Tarsh: [coldly] Hajene Veriak, I know things have been unstructured around here, but *this* can't go on!" [gestures with folder]
Veraik takes folder. Come in Tarsh. Sorry about the delay.
Tarsh: [It is JonDrake's donor folder]
Alea stays across the room, wondering if Veraik is still out to cause problems or the storm has blown over now
Tarsh comes in.
Tarsh: "Alea!"
Veraik goes to his desk and flip through the folder.
Alea glares warily at Veraik then smiles at Tarsh
Alea: hi
Alea softly
Veraik zlins Tarsh and adjusts ambient for the renSime nager.
Tarsh: ~~ irritated and not quite fuming ~~ ~~ approaching turnover ~~
Veraik: Veraik zlins Tarsh .
Tarsh: "It's not fair to him either."
Veraik: What is not fair, Tarsh? [turns pages]
Alea senses Tarsh's angry mood and knows Veraik is angry...thinks it might be better if she leaves
Veraik: Alea. You promised.
Alea stops
Veraik stares at Alea.
Tarsh: "Asking a GN to perform TN duties."
Alea wonders when he started zlinning so good
Veraik: then looks back at Tarsh.
Alea subsides, staying back
Tarsh looks over at Alea. After a moment he smiles and tentacle gestures at her.
Alea smiles back and edges over to him, keeping her nageric attention on Veraik
Veraik looks up. Tarsh. I have examined JonDrake and found that he is more than capable of being a Donor.
Tarsh: "Then _why_ hasn't he _Pledged_ to the _Tecton_?"
Veraik: In fact, in my opinion with a little training, he will be a very good Donor. He's just a little over enthusiastic right now.
Tarsh: "I can't get him TN pay. He doesn't accrue seniority."
Tarsh: "Is this some swindle to keep him from being transferred away?"
Tarsh: "I agree he shows promise, for whatever that's worth."
Veraik: I will when he has his first transf........[looks at folder then at Alea and Tarsh] What happened? Briel and Jon were scheduled to transfer today.
Alea silently groans, not wanting to be the one to give him any more bad news
Veraik makes several notations while he waits.
Tarsh: ~~puzzled~~ "What about it?"
Veraik: Alea. I zlin your stress. What happened? [doesn't look up]
Alea groans when she remembers Tarsh wasn't here
Tarsh turns to zlin why Alea is stressed.
Alea: evidently, hajene, Briel and Jon were both in the garden
Veraik zlins and stares at Alea. You had best tell me and please start at the beginning.
Alea: and... something happened....and Jon ... well....
Alea: they tried to have transfer and Snake ended up giving her transfer instead
Alea backs a bit closer to Tarsh, waiting for the explosion
Alea projects nice soothing, comforting...relaxing
Tarsh: ~~surprised and exasperated~~ "Snake is back again? Should we just put a blackboard on her room?"
Veraik looks and zlins Alea.
Alea: uh, well...she did come by yesterday to talk
Tarsh: "keep having to take the sign down, put it up, back and forth."
Veraik: [mouth working] She did.
Alea: yes, hajene
Alea relieved that Veraik didn't comment further
Veraik: ~~~ zlins worry...anger...worry...resentment....worry...hope~~~~
Alea wonders if she should tell Veraik just why she came by, but doesn't want to get Briel in trouble
Veraik turns to Tarsh."According to this, he still hasn't transferred."
Alea: uh, well, hajene...that's not exactly correct...he did have a ummm...partial transfer yesterday
Veraik: Oh. tell me.?
Tarsh rolls up his eyes.
Tarsh mutters "did he partially pledge?"
Alea: Briel and Jon lost it....
Alea hears the mutter and smiles up at Tarsh weakly
Alea: what I mean is...he was a bit overeager and Briel....
Veraik: Tarsh. please I have to know all the details then I can decide how to proceed.
Tarsh winks at Alea.
Tarsh: ~~ stifles ~~
Alea decides Tarsh won't spread rumors and looks back at Veraik
Alea: evidently, hajene, Jon was overeager in wanting to give her transfer
Veraik: and?
Alea: he urged her into it, not that I'm making excuses....
Alea flushes because she knows she's done the same thing to channels before
Alea: she aborted
Alea: Jon, not knowing what to do, tried to help
Alea: but it didn't work out
Alea: and Snake stepped in
Alea: so...
Alea shrugs
Alea: a partial transfer
Veraik: [Staring and zlinning] So Snake rescued Briel's transfer.
Alea: as strange as it may sound....
Veraik: [heavy sigh]
Veraik: All right. I'll have to zlin him then decide what to do.
Alea: after she slammed Briel, she turned around and saved her in transfer
Alea looks up at Tarsh
Alea: I don't know if all of that got noted in the files
Alea knows how picky Tarsh is about his files
Veraik: In the meantime, Tarsh. I promise I will get that pledge for you.
Veraik: Is that satisfactory for you?
Tarsh: "Yes Hajene. It will do."
Veraik pushes folder to Alea. I want complete details on what happened in triplicate. [looks at Alea] Tecton standard, as first prescribed by Householding Zeor.
Alea radiates her resentment
Alea: of course, hajene
Tarsh is conflicted; his files vs. Alea.
Alea hands the folder to Tarsh
Alea: I'll get those forms to you
Tarsh: "Thank you."
Veraik: And Alea, you said you had other forms for me to sign?
Alea goes to the door, slips the folder out of the box on the front of his door and brings it back to him
Alea: right here, hajene
Veraik: Veraik zlins Tarsh .
Tarsh: "Hajene. Alea." [smile]
Veraik: Thank you Alea.
Alea goes to the door to get the forms and start filling them out
Alea leaves
Veraik: Are you coming up short this month, Tarsh?
Tarsh: ~~ split between worrying about files and worrying about Alea.~~
Tarsh: "I don't thinks so. hajene. No augmenting or healing so far."
Alea goes into her office and digs through her files to find the forms she requires
Veraik: You zlin like you are on the edge. Perhaps you are unaware that you are slightly augmenting. Or is it just around Alea? [clinical look]
Alea finds the notes about Snake's visit and decides she should discuss this with Veraik
Tarsh: ~~ guarded ~~ "Am I? It may just be my... concern over keeping the paperwork straight."
Tarsh: ~~ evasive about Alea ~~
Veraik: [caluculated look and zlin] Per....haps.
Veraik: Veraik zlins Tarsh .
Alea continues to look for the forms, pulling files out of her desk and tossing them about as she tries to remember where she put those forms
Tarsh: ~~ uncomfortable about zlinning ~~
Veraik thinks for a little, tentacles rubbing mouth.
Veraik goes to a corner and retrieves an envelope and gives to to Tarsh.
Veraik: ~~~~contains two pairs of lacy black underwear and bras~~~~
Veraik: I thought you'd like these. They seem to be yours.
Veraik zlins Tarsh's reaction to his gift.
Tarsh zlins them through the envelope. "What do you mean Hajene?"
Veraik: Alea's heart belongs to you. I am returning her things to you as a symbol and a promise to leave you to her but.....
Veraik: you must know that she is still Zeor. And Zeor only marries Zeor.
Tarsh: ~~ relief and indignation ~~
Alea finds the papers she requires and sighs in relief
Tarsh: ~~ sinking realization ~~
* Alea sits down and fills out papers
<Tarsh> "Well. That is between me and her then, Isn't It."
<Alea> Zeor standards[muttered]
<Alea> like Zeor will ever accept me back after what he's done
* Alea fills them out angrily, glad to be behind her own door now
<Alea> wondering after this...
<Alea> Sectuib will never forgive me for failing his house
* Veraik smiles. Yes. It is.
* Alea pretends one of the papers is Veraik...crumbles it and lobs it against the wall
* Alea finishes filling out the other forms
<Tarsh> [stiffly] "Will there be anything else Hajene?"
* Alea thinks she's doomed here to work with Veraik....
* Alea shoves them aside and rummages through the other papers, looking for the notes she was going to take to Veraik
<Veraik> Yes. Although I am approving you to have post with Alea, you must stay away from her at least a week before transfer.
<Veraik> It is for your safety. You could get fixed on her the way you did last month.
<Tarsh> ~~ bristling resentment ~~
<Veraik> If you get fixed on her again anytime soon, I may have to transfer you to another Center. I don't want to do that since I have arranged for Alea to stay at this Center.
<Tarsh> [freezing] "If The Controller orders it."
<Veraik> I know you love her. Just love her enough to do the right thing so I won't have to send you away.
<Tarsh> ~~ fear and anger at transfer threat ~~
<Tarsh> "You leave me little choice."
<Veraik> A renSime and a Farris Donor is a very precarious problem. Just be careful, Tarsh.
<Tarsh> "Of course. Hajene."
* Alea sits down in frustration, wondering where those notes went
* Alea places her hands on her hips and hears a rattle in her pocket
<Veraik> Oh and about the package. [points tentacle to the envelope] She was ordered by the Tecton to serve me in post.
<Tarsh> ~~ fury ~~
* Veraik zlins of pain. I was having a problem. She was assigned to help me with that problem
<Veraik> It won't happen again.
* Tarsh rises up on his toes, fists and tentacles clenched.
* Alea looks in her pocket and sighs in relief
<Tarsh> ~~ struggles to restrain ~~
* Alea stands and reluctantly heads back toward Veraik's office
* Veraik zlins Tarsh and barely contains a smile.
* Alea signals at the door
<Veraik> Just remember....she MY Donor, Tarsh. But you get her, if you get my drift.
<Tarsh> [FREEZINGLY] "Will There Be _Anything_ *ELSE*, HA-JENE?"
* Alea thinks maybe she should finish some paperwork instead since the door is closed
* Alea turns to go back to her office
<Veraik> [Just stares] no. You are dismissed.
<Tarsh> "VERY GOOD. .... HAJENE."
* wisesnake is trying to figure out how sensitive Nick Reckage is to selyn field movements.
* Tarsh turns and goes out the door, closing it with extreme care.
<wisesnake> Okay, come over here and sit by me. [pats NickR's couch next to her]
* Veraik follows him and sees Alea's back. "Alea. Do you have the files?
<NickR> Nick sits beside Snake, eager to really start serious Donor training.
* Alea pauses and turns
* Tarsh looks over at Alea's office, then jerkily walks out the back door.
<Alea> right here, hajene
* Alea hands the papers to veraik
<wisesnake> Now Nick, as you know Gens can't zlin, but it is possible for them to be sensitive to selyn field motion nonetheless.
* Tarsh stops in the doorway, with a white knuckled grip on the frame.
<Alea> and I have some notes I should go over with you...
* Alea sees Tarsh's reaction and is concerned
* NickR nods, listening intently.
* Veraik escorts her into his office and locks the door with a tentacle lock.
<Tarsh> [slight crunching sound]
<wisesnake> I want to do some stuff with you to get you started on finding that field sensitivity within yourself.
<Veraik> I'm ready Alea but first....Do you know why Snake was looking for me yesterday?
* Tarsh charges out into the garden and stands there looking at Gnome.
* wisesnake holds her hands out
<Alea> uh, well, that's what I wanted to talk to you about
* NickR 's eagerness increases at the thought of developing the sort of legendary talents that Donors are rumored to have.
* NickR places his hands on Snake's.
* Veraik zlins her and waits.
* Tarsh notices the envelope in his hand and tries to hurl it over the horizon.
<Alea> Snake came by yesterday to inform us that evidently Briel was hunting, stalking Linn yesterday in a restraunt
<Tarsh> [envelope flutters to the ground a meter away.]
<Veraik> [alarmed look] oh really.
<wisesnake> Now first I want you to take a deep breath, and relax totally. Can you do that for me?
<wisesnake> Close your eyes, if you like.
* Alea goes to the window, wondering if she can see which way Tarsh headed
* Alea concered
<Alea> um, yeah
* NickR nods, closes his eyes, and tries hard to relax despite his excitement.
<Alea> she was worried that Briel's disjunction wasn't true
<wisesnake> Now I want you to think very carefully about the feelings in your mind, and in your body, because the kind of changes I'm talking about will be very, very subtle. Most Gens never realize they are feeling anything at all, because they are not used to listening to themselves that carefully.
<Veraik> Alea? your nager is falling away from me. You can be concerned for Tarsh or Briel or anybody but your nager should always be there for your channel.
<Tarsh> Even more enraged, Tarsh grabs the envelope, crumples it up and hurls it again.
* Alea forcing her nager back on Veraik
<Tarsh> [goes 3 meters this time]
<Alea> sorry, hajene
* Alea thought Alea isn't sure if she means it
<Alea> as I was saying...Snake had concerns...
* NickR tries to become aware of his inner self, and shifts his seat on the couch to eliminate distracting discomfort he hadn't realized was there.
* Tarsh grabs up Gnome and goes to smash it down on the traitorous envelope.
<Alea> and while we were talking, evidently, Briel was out in the garden taking transfer, a day early from Jon, so there might be some sort of problem there
* Veraik looks at her. And..... [waits]
<Alea> she told me this and left
<theGnome> Help!!!!
* Tarsh stops and stands rigid with Gnome held over his head.
<theGnome> You don't want to do this. Trust me!!
<theGnome> [scared]
* Tarsh lowers Gnome and looks at his face.
* theGnome is a garden Gnome about 1 foot tall
<theGnome> I know you are having problems with love. But things will work out. Don't do anything rash!
<Tarsh> [husky] "I'm ... sorry, my friend. None of this is your fault."
<Tarsh> "And you are my friend."
<Veraik> Well, I guess we are going to have to check on both Briel and Jon. Then I'm going to have to decide whether to bring in a different channel for Jon's transfer or just take his field down again, to be him back in synch with Briel.
<Veraik> [wipes tentacles over eyes] What a mess.
<theGnome> You love her, don't you?
<Tarsh> "Yes. I do. But it hurts me so much to know that _*HE*_"
<theGnome> Things will get better. Remember, you can do her, and yourself, more good if you are here by her side, even if only as a friend.
* Alea nods
<Alea> yes, it is
<theGnome> Remember, a lifelong friendship lasts longer than any job or career.
<Tarsh> "You're right. Thank you."
<Alea> might I go to my office now and finish up my reports?
* theGnome goes silent, once again just a garden statue
<Veraik> Alea. I zlin the truth.
* Tarsh puts Gnome heavily down, not noticing the slight crunch and resulting tilt.
<Veraik> That is not why you want to leave.
* wisesnake waits until NickR is fully relaxed, and then begins to project a subtle Need.
* Alea stiffens and turns, raising a haughty eyebrow
<Alea> oh?
<Veraik> [rubs tentacles over temples] just go on. Find him. but just don't lie to me again. You know that I can tell so just don't do it.
* NickR starts to feel slightly hungry, despite his recent meal, then realizes it isn't really hunger. He opens his eyes.
<NickR> What was that?
<Alea> you're wrong... I just want out of here
<Alea> that's what I want
* Alea goes to the door
* Alea jerks on the door
<wisesnake> That was Need. Let me show you what it feels like when it is stronger.
* Alea grinds her teeth
<Alea> would you please unlock the door
* wisesnake waits until NickR is relaxed and focused again, then raises the level of the Need projection smoothly and gradually toward something like what she'd really feel.
* Tarsh collapses to sit in the middle of a flower bed, staring at the ground.
* NickR is intrigued at actually being able to feel what he'd previously only known in theory.
<NickR> So strong. How can you endure it?
* Veraik stares at Alea and walks stiffly to the door. Tentacles set, he zlins Alea. [no smile, only slightly dangerous, unsets the locks and pushes the door open]
* wisesnake laughs, letting the projection collapse
<wisesnake> It's easy when it's only a false projection.
* Alea slaps her hand against the door jerking at it
* NickR wishes that he could prevent Snake from having to experience such a thing.
<wisesnake> I'm impressed by your sensitivity. It's unusually good.
* NickR perks up at the praise.
* wisesnake rarely utters the words "I'm impressed" aloud for any reason
<wisesnake> Now relax again, and when you're ready I'll try another one on you.
* Alea goes out the door, furious
* Alea forces her field under control as she goes down the halls, not wanting to disrupt the renSimes she passes
* Alea just wants to get away from Veraik where she can let her anger and fear be released
* Alea wonders what Veraik said to Tarsh.... so goes out the back door to see if she can find him
* NickR tries to find that inner awareness again, and finds it a bit faster and easier this time.
* Veraik resets the locks, shaking. Then returns to his desk to work on the files.
* Alea starts down the paths looking for Tarsh
* wisesnake waits until NickR has acheived the self-aware state and then carefully, and completely, raises her shields against him so their fields are completely separated.
* Alea stops when she sees him sitting in the garden plot, staring at the ground
* Alea concerned, fearful, hesitant
<Alea> Tarsh?
* NickR is confused, and tries harder to perceive any sensation.
<NickR> I don't feel anything at all. It's as if you weren't there.
* wisesnake lets the barriers fall.
* Tarsh looks up with tear-streaks on his face.
<Tarsh> "Alea?"
* Alea sighs, wondering what Veraik said
<Tarsh> "Why ....?"
* NickR opens his eyes, blinking at Snake to be sure she's still there.
<Tarsh> "Why ...?"
* Alea goes over and drops down by him
* Alea wary.... certain he knows about her spying
* Alea turns to face him solemnly
<Tarsh> "Why does he *DO* that to people?"
<Alea> Do what?
* Tarsh feebly gestures towards the envelope.
* Alea looks around... sees the envelope and what is scattered about it and blanches
* Tarsh is trying to keep from sobbing.
<Alea> Oh, Tarsh....
* Alea starts to reach out, but isn't sure if she should
<Alea> it's not like he probably made it out to be
* Alea simmering anew at Veraik
<wisesnake> Close your eyes, Nick. Keep concentrating.
<Tarsh> "He just had to crack the whip a few more times."
* Alea drops her hand wearily and rubs at her neck
* NickR closes his eyes again, and tries to hold that inner stillness. It's becoming harder as he tires and his concentration wavers.
<Alea> I'm so sorry [whispers]
* wisesnake shuts off her presence to him once again.
<Alea> It's not like it looks....
<Tarsh> "why do we bother?"
* Alea glances up at Tarsh
<wisesnake> Now pay close attention, Nick. [soothingly, softly]
<Alea> what do you mean?
<Tarsh> "You're not the one who should be sorry."
<Alea> I just don't like to see you hurting, Tarsh
* wisesnake slowly lets go the barriers, revealing her presence to him with increasing force
* NickR smiles in triumph.
* Tarsh waves at the Center. "Everything. Always trying, never getting credit, just more burdens."
<NickR> I can feel you again.
* wisesnake smiles at Nick, and lets go of his arms
<Tarsh> "I'm Sor-*"
<wisesnake> We will do more of this again.
* Alea reaches out but again hesitates
<wisesnake> Much of your training will consist of tests of this kind, and practicing.
* Tarsh holds out his arms to Alea.
* NickR nods.
* Alea willingly falls into them
<Alea> I don't know why Veraik does the things he does
<Alea> If I hadn't been in such a hurry the other night after the post session then I wouldn't have forgotten my things and he wouldn't have had ammunition to hurt you
* Tarsh wraps around Alea.
* Alea slips her arms around Tarsh, running them up and down his back in comfort
<Alea> Veraik isn't a sore loser
<Alea> because he absolutely refuses to lose
<Tarsh> "So he would have just taken it out on you."
* Ola knocks politely on the door of Snake's and Nick's apartment.
* Alea chuckles bitterly
<Alea> you don't know the half, Tarsh
* wisesnake tenses
<wisesnake> I'm not here.
* wisesnake slips into a back room
<Tarsh> "now he's threatening to send me away from you. I couldn't bear it."
* Alea gently strokes Tarsh's back, laying her head against his shoulder as she thinks
<Alea> I doubt he'll do that....
* NickR goes to answer the door, half expecting an army of thugs after Snake's reaction, and finds instead a little old lady with very sharp, knowing eyes.
* Tarsh 's voice gets hard. "He better not."
* Alea shivers at the anger in Tarsh's voice
<Alea> He won't
<Ola> Hello, young man. I'm here to see the channel.
* Tarsh hugs Alea tighter.
* Alea feels some of her fear draining away
* NickR blinks. I'm afraid I don't know who you mean. Are you sure you have the right address?
* Alea debates telling Tarsh her othe secret
* Tarsh mumbles into Alea's shoulder "You're the bess shing ever happin t'me."
<Ola> Don't give me that nonsense, young man. I know that nice young channel, Snake, is living with you. I got it from Prissilla across the way, who saw her move her stuff in.
* Ola winces and puts a hand on her chest.
<Alea> there is something else I want to tell you, Tarsh
<Ola> Damned angina.
<Tarsh> "What?"
* NickR has no idea how to handle the situation.
* Alea hesitates....
* wisesnake sighs and comes out into the front room
<wisesnake> Hello, Ola.
<Alea> I would never say a word... but Veraik is out for blood and I'm afraid....
* Alea heart breaking over what she is about to reveal
<Ola> Hello, Hajene Snake. It's so good to have you living so close. Not so far to walk as the Sime Center.
<Alea> Have you ever wondered why a Farris Donor was assigned out here where she didn't have a channel who matches her?
* NickR wonders where Snake met this old biddy, but is glad that his channel isn't too angry at him for not getting rid of her.
* wisesnake winces
<wisesnake> I'm not, ah, associated with the Sime Center anymore.
* wisesnake zlins Ola's chest pains
<Ola> Oh?
<wisesnake> I zlin your angina is acting up again. Haven't you been getting your rest like you are supposed to?
* Ola is almost more interested in potential gossip than in getting her angina treated.
<Tarsh> "I ... I ... well..."
* Alea feels tears filling her own eyes and keeps her head against his neck so he can't see them
<Ola> Well, I do rest when I can. I'm getting a bit more sleep since Alice has been up and around.
<Tarsh> "I figured that ... because you are a ... *teeny* bit clumsy ... they wanted to ..."
<wisesnake> Alice is better? [attempts to hide intense interest, knowing Linn will have her guts for garters if she hears about it]
<Ola> Now what's this about your not working at the Sime Center any more, dearie.
<Alea> did you ever wonder why I transfered so often from Center to Center?
* Alea chuckles...
<Alea> well, there is that
<Alea> my job is more... was more than just a Donor... my job was to report back to certain people on the um... state of the Centers... and the personnel in it...
<wisesnake> Ah... well... I've gone back to freelance work. The Center wasn't working out for me.
<Alea> how they reacted in certain situations, loyalties and that ilk
<Ola> Well, at least she's getting out of bed ocasionally, and she'll do some simple chores if I ask. Some of the time.
* Alea holds her breath, waiting
<Ola> I know how that goes, dearie. Nothing like being your own boss
* Tarsh pulls back and looks at her. "The TIG's office?"
* Alea shakes her head
* NickR wonders who Alice is, and why Snake's so interested in her.
* Tarsh looks puzzled.
<Alea> no
<Alea> I reported to someone personally...
<Alea> I was the eyes for the... Zeor's sectuib[whispers]
* Ola wonders who Nick is, and how interested Snake is in him.
<Tarsh> ~~surprised~~
<Tarsh> "Oh."
* Tarsh thinks.
<Alea> I was to check out the people at different centers... their strengths and weaknesses...
<Alea> their political leanings
<Tarsh> "I don't care."
* Alea waits for Tarsh's reaction
* wisesnake zlins Ola and Nick eyeballing each other.
<wisesnake> Ola, this is Nick, my new... assistant.
<Tarsh> "I don't care about any householding scheme you've been forced into."
<wisesnake> Nick, this is Ola, she lives around the corner on Plum street. She and her grand daughter have been patients of mine.
<wisesnake> Alice is a boarder of hers who was attacked by a berzerker in Gen Territory and badly burned.
* Alea 's mouth drops open
<Alea> you don't care?
* Alea cries, slipping back into Tarsh's arms and hugging him
<Alea> Veraik found out... and... is... holding it over Zeor and me....
<Alea> you might not... want.. to get... involved
<Tarsh> "All a bunch of political pentrash."
* Tarsh hugs Alea.
<Tarsh> "involved?"
* Ola is even more interested in Nick now that she knows Snake's involved with him.
<NickR> This Alice is another patient of yours?
<Alea> uh... I mean... you might want to steer clear of me or get caught in the fallout
* Alea says this though her nager plainly says she doesn't want to lose Tarsh
<Alea> I have to work with Veraik and he's going to be taking his anger out on anyone that associates with me, I fear
* Alea motions at the envelope
<Alea> things like that
* wisesnake shrugs
<wisesnake> No.
<wisesnake> She is against channel's medicine.
<Tarsh> "You are NOT getting away from me *that* easily, My Dear."
<wisesnake> I treated her once, but she was unconscious and didn't know it.
* Alea sighs, a heavy weight lifting off her
* JonDrake finally gets showered, dressed and joins the real world.
<Briel> hello Jon
<Tarsh> "I'll Deal. I was just caught off guard by him. That won't happen again."
<Alea> well, then, I'm not letting go of you come hell or high water
* Briel lounging on his couch
* Ola winces as the angina twinges again.
<Tarsh> "Sounds good to me."
* Briel trying to cover the fact that she has been out and about without her Donor
<JonDrake> Hello, Briel. [concern] How are you feeling today?
<Briel> fine
<Alea> well then, how about we get up out of these leaves ...
* Tarsh gestures at Gnome. "what would he say?"
* Alea glances up
<Alea> about what?
* Alea looks curiously at the gnome and back wondering what Tarsh is talking about
* Tarsh gets to his feet, picking up Alea in the process.
* Tarsh looks pensive.
* Alea smiles
<wisesnake> [to Ola] Did you want me to help you with that?
<Tarsh> "uh, I should tell you something too."
* Tarsh carries Alea over to the gazebo and sits down with Alea on his lap.
<Alea> yes?
<Ola> Oh, would you dear? I really can't spare the time to go all the way to the Sime Center.
<wisesnake> Certainly. Please have a seat over here.
* Alea snuggles up slipping her arms around his neck, enjoying his warmth in the chilly weather
* wisesnake guides Ola to a couch.
<Tarsh> "you know that... box the other day?"
* Ola sits down on the couch.
* wisesnake uses the tentacle signals she and Nick had previously worked out, to indicate where he should stand for maximum benefit.
<Alea> yes?
<Tarsh> "I was... sometimes I have to...."
* Tarsh steels himself.
* NickR tries to remember the code and get to the right spot, while attempting to give Ola the impression that he's a seasoned professional.
<Tarsh> "It is fake seals and stamps for forging paperwork."
<Alea> I thought that's what it was, Tarsh
<Alea> why?
* Alea not condemning, just curious
<Tarsh> "usually it is just to expedite matters, but sometimes I have used them for... improper gainful purposes."
* Alea absently rubs her head against his shoulder as a sign of comfort to him
* Tarsh strokes Alea's hair.
* Alea lifts her head and looks up into Tarsh's eyes
<Alea> improper gainful purposes....
<JonDrake> Would you like some tea or something?
* Tarsh looks away, ashamed.
* Alea reaches up and turns his face back to hers
<Alea> no, Tarsh...
<Alea> don't
<Alea> After what I've done these past few years, do you really think I'm going to condemn you?
* wisesnake goes into healing mode and works on Ola's angina
<Briel> yes, but let me make it
* Briel stands and goes to make tea
* Ola sighs in relief as the pain begins to ease.
<Briel> did you sleep well?
<Tarsh> "But I was just being selfish. You had better reasons."
* wisesnake needs all the work she can get and takes her time, zlinning Ola deeply to make sure there are no other hidden illnesses or injuries that could be healed as well
<JonDrake> Thanks. I feel like I've slept for days!
* Alea chuckles
<Alea> oh, Tarsh
* Alea shakes her head
<Alea> I did it to prove myself to Zeor
<Alea> you don't call that selfish?
<JonDrake> A little restless, though.
* Alea smiles fades
* Briel pulls her tentacles in... worried about his restlessness
* Briel takes the tea and hands Jon a cup
* wisesnake releases Ola.
<JonDrake> I seem to remember having the _strangest_ dream...
<Briel> you'll learn how to vent that once we talk to veraik...
<Briel> oh?
* Briel sits down
<Briel> why don't you tell me about it
* Ola smiles at Snake.
<Ola> That's so much better, dearie. Thank you.
* Alea stroke's Tarsh's face
<JonDrake> I think it must have been caused by our abortive transfer. I dreamed that you and I were walking in the woods...
* Tarsh notices the smile fading. "What is it?"
<wisesnake> Uhm.. I was just wondering... since it's such a long way to the Center, would you like me to take your donation as well? You'd remain much healthier if your system is active.
<Alea> it's up to you what you do from now on...
<Alea> with those stamps and seals, Tarsh
<Alea> I'd just ask you not to use them unless necessary
* Alea glances up and realizes where her mind had drifted
<Alea> I was just thinking of Zeor and that I'll never be going back
* Alea shrugs and forces a smile
<Alea> Veraik doesn't realize it... but I'd already written the hajene, the day I found your seals and told him I wanted to resign from what I was doing
<Ola> Why certainly, dearie. I've been putting it off because of the walk.
<Briel> yes?
* Briel thinks they were walking in the woods
* JonDrake is remembering.
* wisesnake gestures to Nick to rearrange himself for the new function, then smiles at Ola and holds out her arms.
<JonDrake> Strangest thing... There in the middle of the forest was Veraik's cloak.
* NickR tries to offer support, get in the right spot, and still make it look like he knows what he's doing.
<JonDrake> Do you think it could have something to do that Veraik hasn't been here to train me? That he hasn't even taken my pledge yet?
<JonDrake> It must be symbolic of something.
<Tarsh> "Ok. I promise not to use them unless it's for a good reason."
<JonDrake> In my dream, you put the cloak around my shoulders.
<Briel> jon, are you talking about when we found Veraik's cloak and served Dabe... er Dabe and Dabe...
* Ola holds out her arms.
* Alea smiles and nods
* wisesnake takes Ola in full transfer position
<Briel> the um... siamese twin
<JonDrake> You had the same dream? I've heard about a Donor and Channel being linked...
<Briel> it wasn't a dream, Jon
* Briel a bit worried now about Jon
<JonDrake> No?
<Briel> it really happened
* Tarsh brightens up at Alea saying she isn't going back to Zeor, then remembers to look somber.
* Ola is a bit surprised at the eager quivering in Snake's tentacles. She doesn't remember that from last time.
* JonDrake is perplexed.
<Alea> according to what Veraik said, he is keeping me here, permantly... and it'll be his job, not Zeor's to see to my proper prenatal care
<Alea> he has cut Zeor permantly out of my life
* wisesnake draws selyn, and releases Ola when it is finished.
<Briel> you don't remember how much you had to support me afterwards?
<Briel> how I told you it felt like two musical instruments with one slightly off key
<Briel> My head is still bothering me a bit
<Ola> Ola blinks.
* wisesnake looks at Ola in concern
* JonDrake begins to remember... Frowns at that last reminder.
<wisesnake> Are you all right?
* wisesnake zlins
<Ola> Oh, I'm just fine now, dearie.
<Tarsh> ~~ conflicted ~~
<wisesnake> That's good.
<wisesnake> Um, you know, if Alice ever changes her mind about getting some help, you know where I am.
<Ola> I'll keep that in mind.
* Tarsh says with great difficulty "Just so it really is good care..."
* wisesnake smiles
* Alea chuckles
<Alea> what Veraik doesn't realize is after what he's done, Zeor will probably never allow me back
* Alea sees an odd look on Tarsh's face
<Alea> what? What's the matter?
* Alea tries to smile, but is more worried than she cares to admit, being a farris, exiled from farrises now... having lost her mother during her own birth
<Alea> I'm sure it'll be fine
* Ola gets to her feet.
* wisesnake goes to hold the door open for Ola.
* NickR follows Snake, trying to keep the proper distance, and bows chivalrously to Ola as she passes him.
<Tarsh> "I was just thinking that ... Veriak was saying that ... Zeor doesn't... and so I was glad, but the I realized that you might not be..."
<wisesnake> Good bye, and be sure to tell me if you have any more chest pains.
* Alea shakes her head, a confused smile on her face
<Alea> what?
* Ola flutters her eyelashes at Nick, glad that Snake has such an attentive young man.
<Ola> I'll do that, dearie.
* Ola leaves the apartment and hurries home.
* wisesnake closes the door behind her.
<wisesnake> You did very well, Nick.
* wisesnake gives Nick a nageric nudge of affection, not knowing if he'd interpret it correctly or not, but figuring he'd learn it eventually.
<NickR> Thank you, Snake. I wasn't sure exactly what I should be doing.
<wisesnake> You'll learn. A person can only learn so much each day.
<Tarsh> "never mind I was just thinking foolish things."
<wisesnake> It's better to do too little than too much, especially with a Farris.
* NickR isn't relaxed enough to perceive Snake's nudge.
* Alea sighs and leans back against Tarsh
<Alea> I doubt that
<Alea> I don't think I've ever heard a foolish thing come out of your mouth
* Tarsh crosses his hands on Alea's stomach.
<Alea> so, how are you um... doing this month, Tarsh... since your transfer
* wisesnake and NickR go back to their lessons.
* Alea remembering Veraik's words about staying away from Tarsh
<Tarsh> "Better than I should be after the mess I made. I'm coming up a little short, but I'm feeling pretty good."
<Alea> Veraik has informed me that I am to stay away from you during your transfer day
<Alea> and I want you to know I will... I don't want to cause you anymore problems
* Tarsh arms tighten a little. "He told me the whole week before."
* Alea isn't going to admit that Veraik said he was going to sever the relationship comepletely if he had his way...
<Alea> it's however you want it, Tarsh
<Tarsh> "It's my own fault for having ridiculous... desires."
<Alea> If my field is disrupting you in anyway that might affect your transfer, then you tell me and I promise you, if it means two weeks I'll stay away
<Alea> No, Tarsh... it was unforunate you had Gen transfer
<Alea> Veraik... er... someone will be able to help you and get you straightened out
<Tarsh> "I may try Snake if I can find her. She said she would."
* Alea shudders
<Alea> if that's what you want... just be careful
<Alea> I think she is growing up... a much better channel than she was....
* Alea thinks of all the pills Snake had when here and doesn't say anything else
<Alea> if she can help you... then go for it
* Alea leans her head back and smiles at Tarsh
<Alea> you now, Tarsh... I'm really sorry I didn't make it over to your apartment the other night
<Tarsh> "me too." [squeezes gently]
* Alea smiles, releasing her guard on her field to allow Tarsh to zlin her
* Tarsh gasps.
* Alea chuckles, low
<Alea> my reaction exactly
<Tarsh> "You're *that* sorry?" [grins widely]
<Alea> oh, yeah
<Alea> think you might let me make it up to you?
<Tarsh> "Well, we can't have that, can we?" [leers politely]
* Alea grins
<Tarsh> "You don't have to ask me twice."
<Alea> great
* Alea leans up to kiss him
<Tarsh> "Let's go over there then. Don't want any interruptions."
* Alea nods
* Tarsh returns the kiss passionately.
* Tarsh stands up and carries Alea over to the back gate.
* Tarsh sets her on her feet and kisses her again.
* Alea takes Tarsh's hand and hurries him off to find a private place so they can finish the promise in that kiss
* Tarsh looks back at gnome and winks.
* Briel goes to veraik's door
<Briel> Hajene?
<Briel> Hajene?
* Briel decides Veraik is going to continue to stare at his papers and must be upset so she goes on down to the kitchen to eat
* wisesnake and NickR finish up an exhausting series of lessons on delivering nageric support.
<wisesnake> You're doing extremely well, Nick.
* NickR is trying to choose between collapsing with exhaustion or screaming in frustration.
<wisesnake> I know it seems frustrating now, but it's a matter of practice. It takes many Gens a lifetime to learn what you already know.
* wisesnake uses the same soothing voice she does on regular donors
* NickR nods, knowing that he's too frazzled to respond politely.
<wisesnake> Why don't we take a break. I have an errand I need to make. It's at a Sime Center... maybe you'll find it interesting.
* NickR perks up at the thought of an outing.
<wisesnake> Do you want to grab something to eat along the way?
<NickR> I've never been beyond the donation rooms.
* wisesnake thinks, trust her luck to find the perfect donor... with a blood sugar condition
* NickR flares hunger at the mention of food.
<wisesnake> I zlin you do [laughs]
* wisesnake grabs her ratty old cloak and puts it on
<NickR> There's a sandwich stand on the way. I can get something there.
* NickR stares at Snake meaningfully.
<NickR> So can you.
* NickR reaches for his own cloak, which is in considerably better repair.
* wisesnake tousles her hair in the mirror, so it looks briefly twice as big, then sags back down into her eyes
<wisesnake> Hmmm.
<wisesnake> What?
<wisesnake> Oh. Of course.
* wisesnake leaves the apartment, bounces down the front steps, enjoying the dying sunlight on the streets.
* NickR follows, trying to look at least partly dignified.
* wisesnake waits for NickR, then they begin to walk toward the Sime Center
* NickR steers Snake for the food stand, and buys a thick sub for himself and a cheese sandwich for Snake.
* NickR eats his sandwich slowly, refusing to satisfy his hunger until Snake has actually consumed a reasonable portion of her own meal.
* wisesnake , amused by NickR's care, eats obediently
* Briel walks up to Veraik's door
<Briel> hajene?
* Veraik opens the door. Yes? Briel [zlins] Please come in.
* Briel motions to JonDrake to come with her
* JonDrake follows Briel...
* wisesnake eats as much as she can
<Veraik> [waves tentacle to inidicate that they should be seated.]
* NickR finishes his own meal, and they resume their journey towards the Sime Center.
<Briel> I'm glad to see you're back and feeling better. I came to see if you wanted an update or if Alea updated you
* Briel looks around and doesn't see Alea
* Veraik bristles.
* Briel notes Veraik's reaction and zlins him
* Briel adjusts her field, motioning to Jon Drake to go support Veraik
* JonDrake moves over to support Veraik.
* JonDrake keeps a close eye on both Channels.
* Veraik starts to sit down. No. You two.... on transfer couch. I should zlin you first.
* Briel nods
* Briel goes over to the transfer couch and sits down
* Veraik looks at Briel. Jon, you should be supporting your channel.
* JonDrake moves over to the Transfer couch as well.
* JonDrake nods. No point in explaining. It would only come off as whining.
<Veraik> [tentacles extended] Veraik zlins the pair.
<Veraik> Briel. take him in transfer position.
* Veraik zlins.
<Briel> of course, hajene
* Briel reaches out and takes Jon's arms, wrapping her tentacles around them
* JonDrake holds out his arms.
* Veraik reads the field gradient.
* Veraik walks around the pair zlins and thinking.
* Briel holds transfer position
<Veraik> All right you can let go now.
* JonDrake avoids trying to follow Veraik around with his eyes.
* Briel loosens her tentacles and sits back
* JonDrake lets his arms relax .
<Veraik> Briel, go sit over there. I have to zlin Jon now.
* Briel realizes he must know about the aborted transfer attempt yesterday
<Briel> of course, Veraik
* Briel stands and moves out of his way
<Veraik> Veraik zlins JonDrake .
* Veraik sits down on the couch and holds out tentacles. "My turn."
* Briel figures Alea must have told or Snake...
* wisesnake leads Nick up the front steps of the Sime Center
* JonDrake holds out his arms.
<wisesnake> Stay on your toes. I never know exactly what kind of reaction I'm going to get from these people.
* Veraik takes 5th contact without asking then holds but does not draw. [reads gradient]
* NickR nods, then looks around with a very different feeling, now that he is arriving as a Donor-in-training, not just another donating Gen.
* Veraik suddenly releases then augments to Briel [agitated.]
<Veraik> "Make contact", he demands of her.
* Briel zlins Veraik concerned
* wisesnake nudges Nick into a slightly more advantageous position, and walks into the lobby, goes to the front desk.
* Briel holds out her arms
<wisesnake> Hello, we're here to see Hajene Veraik.
* Veraik takes 5th contact and zlins.
* JonDrake sits there, slightly confused.
* clerk has no idea who Snake is
<clerk> Do you have an appointment?
* Veraik goes to sit down.
* NickR tries to look official, while staying in the proper position.
* wisesnake glances at Nick with a "see what I mean?" expression, then turns back to the desk.
* Briel motions for Jon to come back over as she takes her seat
<wisesnake> No. Please just tell him Snake is here to see him.
<Veraik> Come Jon.. [indicates with tentacle to sit next to Briel]
<clerk> Okay... [doubtfully]
* JonDrake sits next to Briel.
* clerk writes a small note to this effect and puts it on the pile of Veraik's other notes.
* NickR is reminded of exactly why he decided NOT to work for the Tecton.
* wisesnake shrugs.
<Veraik> Placing hands in front of him on the the desk, he entwines tentacles.
<wisesnake> We may as well have a seat.
* wisesnake goes to a lobby couch and flings herself artlessly across it
* NickR follows Snake over to the couch and sits beside her, properly.
<Veraik> I assigned the two of you together because I could put Jon in phase with you, Briel.
<Briel> I know, hajene
* clerk notices Snake's eyes glinting at her from behind a mat of hair, and looks studiously down at her work.
* wisesnake laughs and looks away
<wisesnake> So, this is where I worked for all those months. Kind of hard to believe, now.
* JonDrake supports Briel [it's not your fault]
<Veraik> Jon is approximately a week out of phase with you.
* Briel nods
<Veraik> I'm going to assign him a third order channel in need.
* NickR looks around at the lobby.
<Briel> thank you, Veraik.
<NickR> It's far too... Tecton... for me.
* Briel looks at JonDrake
<Veraik> Then you, Briel, will have to go to deferment for at least a day so that he can produce enough to match you.
* JonDrake keeps his field steady for Briel.
<Briel> good plan, Veraik. I appreciate the help
* JonDrake tries not to think about another opportunity for transfer.
<Veraik> I will try to have a Farris channel near you and Jon so that his body will be encouraged to produce more.
* wisesnake laughs again
<wisesnake> Oh?
<NickR> Yeah. Look at all those files.
* wisesnake looks at the cabinets
* Veraik hears a signal, answers it, and tells them to bring Snake to the office.
* NickR notices that some of the cabinets have scuff marks, as if they'd been tipped over.
* JonDrake looks to Briel in the interim to see if she's ok...
<wisesnake> They sort of have to have the files.... because they don't have the same donors served by the same channels every time, the method of remembering the clients personally would be impossible.
<Briel> of course, Veraik
<Veraik> Jon Drake. I will have to give you as many lessons as possible over the next day.
<NickR> I know. It's part of the reason why I left.
<JonDrake> Thank you, Hajene.
* clerk looks stiffly disapproving
<clerk> You can go in now. [snifs]
<Briel> May I ask if Alea has given you the update on things since you've been gone or should I?
* JonDrake is torn between the encouragement of Veraik and not wanting to add to Briel's stress.
* wisesnake shrugs and looks at Nick
<wisesnake> Shall we?
<Veraik> Briel, go have something to attend to. Help Jon until I get there. [points tentacle] but no intil raise!
* NickR nods, figuring that the sooner this visit is over, the sooner he'll be out of this monument to Tecton stupidity.
* wisesnake zlins Nick's emotions and smiles to herself
* Briel zlins wondering why that made Veraik so agitated
<Briel> of course
* Briel motions to Jon
<Veraik> I probably only got a part of it. I'll have to talk to you later about.
* wisesnake realizes she hasn't laughed so much, without sarcasm, for years.
<Briel> we'll be outside, cathing up on yesterday's paperwork
* JonDrake turns to Briel.
* JonDrake smiles. There's always more paperwork, eh?
<Veraik> no Briel work with him on fields until I can get back to you.
* wisesnake walks into Veraik's office
<Briel> of course, hajene
<Briel> come with me, Jon
* wisesnake sees Briel and Jon
* Veraik stands straight and nods. Snake.
* Briel leads him to a transfer room
* NickR follows at her side, trying to look professional in front of the REAL pros.
* wisesnake helps him out with a few subtle tentacle motions
<Veraik> Veraik zlins NickR .
* JonDrake follows along...
* wisesnake notices Veraik seems more interested in her new Donor than herself
* NickR manages to get into the correct position -- he hopes.
* Veraik eyes slightly widen but he says nothing.
<wisesnake> Veraik.
* Briel goes into a transfer room
<wisesnake> This is Nick. Nick, this is Veraik, controller of this Center.
<Briel> let's get comfortable while we work
* JonDrake moves over to the couch.
* Veraik turns to Snake. [indicates chair] Snake.... [then motions to Gen.]
* Briel slips off her shoes and stretches before sitting down
<Veraik> Hello Nick. Is Snake training you?
* NickR nods, remember how he disliked the Controller at his training camp. Part of the reason he left promptly.
* wisesnake flops down on the chair, pushes back her scruffy mane
* JonDrake shrugs and follow suit. It does feel better.
* wisesnake zlins NickR, evaluating how he handles his nager around the other channel
<Veraik> You're doing a good job. You seemed to be protecting Snake properly.
<Briel> Jon, I want to apologize for yesterday... had I considered that you'd had no training, this wouldn't have happened
* NickR nods, unwilling to make a positive statement which could be zlinned for truthfullness.
<Veraik> [looks back] So Snake. Tell me.
* Veraik waits.
* NickR sits beside Snake.
<Veraik> Veraik zlins wisesnake.
* wisesnake puts a hand casually on Nick's knee, as a reassurance.
<wisesnake> Yes. I'm training him.
<Veraik> Good.
<Veraik> Do you think he will match you or are you worried.
* wisesnake shrugs
<wisesnake> It's a little early to tell. He's sensitive, and responsive. Capacity will likely be a problem at first.
* JonDrake smiles
* JonDrake offers "I guess we were both a little overeager?"
<Briel> what we should be doing now, is working with you... are you willing to do that
<Briel> no, Jon
<Briel> I am not overeager
<Briel> that's the problem... I tend to be a bit overly cautious
<JonDrake> Yes. I am.
<Veraik> Do you want me to get a Farris Donor for you? I have an authorized paper from your Sectuib, granting you a Donor to support you for the whole month from now on.
* wisesnake narrows her eyes
<wisesnake> Only if I'm here, I assume.
<Veraik> You will never be without or shorted again.
* NickR tries not to be jealous at Snake being offered a better deal than he can provide.
* Briel sighs
<Veraik> I have the Sectuib's word.... unto Zeor.
<Briel> I mentioned to you before I'm disjunct...
* wisesnake scowls viciously at the mention of that person
<JonDrake> Is something wrong? Are you ok with this change in assingment?
<JonDrake> Yes, you did.
<wisesnake> Him!
<Briel> did I also mention that this is my first assignment away from my house.
<Briel> I am... unsure... of things
<Veraik> Donors prefer to work at the Center but in this case, it doesn't matter, I have the Sectuib's word and that... as they say... is that.
* JonDrake nods in dawning understanding.
<Briel> especially with a new Donor...
<Briel> we have a month now, though to work....
<Veraik> If you want.....[zlins Nick] that is fine but you will have to bring him up to your capacity.
<Briel> we should spend as much time together, learning together, knowing exactly what each one means
* JonDrake agrees.
* wisesnake bridles
<JonDrake> Building a close trust...
<Briel> yes
<wisesnake> There are two months with B'cal. He will be ready by the time the third month comes.
<Veraik> [brusquely] If that is what you want, then I will arrange it.
<wisesnake> Arrange what?
* NickR sees HIS channel's agitation and calms himself, hoping his support will prevent Snake from saying something she will regret later.
<Veraik> for you to take transfer from B'Cal for the next two months until Nick is trained.
<Briel> anway, I think that's only going to come with time
<wisesnake> And will she be with me? Outside?
* JonDrake nods
* Veraik zlins Nick. You're right. He is very good.
* Veraik stays hyper.
* NickR lets himself feel his displeasure at being so rudely zlinned.
<Veraik> Believe me. she will not have a choice. And knowing B'Cal, she will hate every second of it.
* wisesnake 's pale eyes flick to Veraik, unnerved by his interest in her fledgeling Donor.
* wisesnake interposes her field between them
<Veraik> So it is your choice to be around her in a constant state of hating her environment.
* Veraik goes duo.
<Veraik> Protective.... aren't you?
<wisesnake> What B'cal feels is my business. You just make sure she's there.
<Veraik> Fine.
* wisesnake forcibly tries to calm herself, leaning on NickR's attempt at reassurance.
<wisesnake> Yes. I am protective.
<Veraik> [quietly] Why did you slam Briel? You know she is disjunct.
* Veraik looks hard at Snake.
* wisesnake freezes at the abrupt change of subject
<wisesnake> She tried to detain me forcibly. I warned her several times. I pushed her away more gently the first time, and she refused to back down. She chased after me. She wouldn't let me go.
* wisesnake looks a little wild at the memory
<Veraik> Why Snake? You are a Farris. You could have killed her. In fact, you almost did.
<wisesnake> I knew her limits. I did not kill.
<Veraik> Oh and that makes it all better?
* NickR increases his support for Snake, to the extent he knows how.
<Veraik> Or is it that since she is disjunct, she doesn't count as a channel?
* wisesnake sweats, and deliberately loosens her grip on Nick's knee, which had become rather too tight
<wisesnake> No, that's not it at all.
<Veraik> Then what?
<wisesnake> It's because she wouldn't let me go.
<wisesnake> And I had to go.
* Briel works with Jondrake, teching him the things he needs to know to work with her
<Veraik> Why? Was it that important? Important enough to hurt and come so close to killing that she had to spend a week in the infirmary?
<wisesnake> Yes!
* wisesnake 's eyes are wild, darkened
<wisesnake> I warned her.
* Veraik zlins Snake then turns his back.
<wisesnake> She chased after me, held on to me.
<Veraik> [whispered] and that made is all right.
<wisesnake> There is a difference between "all right" and necessary.
<Veraik> She's a human, Snake. You hurt her.
* NickR puts his hand over Snake's, trying to keep her at least marginally in control.
<Veraik> Hurting is never a necessity.
* wisesnake trembles, and concentrates upon the feel of Nick's concern at her side
* wisesnake knows letting Veraik make her crazy is not helping her at all
<Veraik> And hurting, for Simes, be they renSime or Channels is a very dangerous practice.
<Veraik> It leads to being junct.
* wisesnake 's expression hovers between puzzled and angry
* wisesnake says nothing
<Veraik> And now. [points tentacle to Nick] you are trying to train a Donor who MAY match you one day. If you had tried a transfer with him... you or Nick or both of you would have died.
* Briel continues to encourage Jon, wincing at his overeagerness
<Veraik> Snake, you can not afford to hurt people.
<wisesnake> I have no intention of trying transfer with him before three months from now.
* NickR stares at Veraik levelly, letting him zlin that Nick is not afraid of either channel.
<Veraik> You can NOT. And as a Farris, it is so very easy for you to do it.
* Veraik zlins Nick's attempts. You are not fooling me Nick. I can zlin your fear.
<wisesnake> B'cal promised she'd be there for the next two.
<wisesnake> If he is afraid, it is for me.
<Veraik> True.
<wisesnake> Because you show every sign of being an enemy.
<Veraik> I am not your enemy, Snake.
<Veraik> Does an enemy assure you of a constant support Donor for the rest of your life?
* wisesnake looks at Veraik with veiled eyes
<wisesnake> When has that assurance been good for anything before?
<wisesnake> And let me tell you, having.. that... creature's... name backing it up means nothing to me. If anything, it makes it worse.
* Veraik straightens up. This time, it is for real and it is for the rest of your life. I have that an a quarentee. Unto Zeor...said by Sectuib ambrov Zeor himself.
<wisesnake> I don't believe a word he says! [hissed]
<wisesnake> The man demanded I have his child or die by public attrition.
<Veraik> So placing my career on the block to get an assurance of a good Donor for you means nothing to you.
* wisesnake looks away from Veraik
<Veraik> That is what I did... for you Snake and I received another assurance pertaining to Alea. The two of you are safe now.
* wisesnake trembles, and still will not meet Veraik's eyes
* NickR hates seeing Snake so upset.
* Veraik zlins Snake but says nothing about the trembles.
<Veraik> [waves tentacle to Nick to support Snake]
<NickR> Look, Controller Veraik, Snake doesn't wish to accept your offer.
<NickR> I don't think your sob story about how much it cost you will change her mind.
<Veraik> [spoken softly] Ever since we meet, I have done nothing but try to help you Snake. You know that.
<Veraik> Oh how I've tried. This is the final straw Snake.
* wisesnake looks up at Veraik warily
<Veraik> You have slammed a fellow human being and I am stilling trying to understand and to help you.
<Veraik> I don't know what else to do.
<wisesnake> Give me B'cal for two months. I will do the rest myself.
<Veraik> [looks at tentacle tips and touches them together] You.... you are like a daughter to me.
<Veraik> You are the daughter I never had.
<Veraik> I've only wanted to help but you constantly push me away.
<NickR> I don't think trying to make Snake feel guilty will change her mind, either, Controller Veraik.
* wisesnake looks haunted
<wisesnake> It's not that you want to help. It's what you do when you think you're helping.
<Veraik> [looks away and says wearily] I'll make sure B'Cal is here for you.
<wisesnake> Here?
* Briel realizes Jon is tired so suggests he go up and rest
<Veraik> [haunted] And you help Snake. You help others so well that you slammed Briel.
* Briel stands, stretches and heads back toward hajene Veraik's office
<wisesnake> Because she wouldn't let go.
<Veraik> yes here. when B'Cal arrives, you can pick her up here and where you go after that is your decision.
* wisesnake had thought B'cal was still at the Center now
<Veraik> you keep on giving yourself excuses for slamming Briel. I would imagine that it is the only way you can live with yourself.
* wisesnake pales at the though that the Donor had been gone while Snake thought she was there
<wisesnake> You misunderstand. I feel no guilt over Briel.
* wisesnake 's pale eyes flick up to meet Veraik's.
<wisesnake> She drove me to it.
<wisesnake> And she was warned.
<Veraik> If you do it again and the Tecton finds out, it is punishable by attrition.
* wisesnake smiles a grim, pained smile.
<wisesnake> Attrition again.
<Veraik> yes
<wisesnake> How it tends to come up in these conversations.
<Veraik> it is nasty, isn't it?
<Veraik> But I will not cover for you again, Snake. Enough is enough.
<Veraik> And even hiding in the city will be not enough cover.
<Veraik> A Farris who slams is an enemy to all.
<Veraik> Even your friends will turn on you.
<Veraik> I know. I saw it happen when I was a child.
* Briel pauses to get a cup of tea
* wisesnake looks at the floor
* Veraik shudders at the memory
* wisesnake seems exhausted by the conversation
* Veraik goes to the door and opens it.
<Veraik> Come tomorrow. B'Cal will be here for you then.
* wisesnake rubs her eyes with the fingers of her free hand
* Veraik thinks that being the Controller is a very lonely job.
<Veraik> [dark, cold voice] I have work to do, Snake. Nick? [waits by door]
* wisesnake 's tentacles extend breifly to squeeze Nick's hand covering hers, then she pulls her hand out and gets to her feet.
* NickR follows her example and stands as well.
* Briel gets a second cup of tea and cointues on to the controllers office
* wisesnake slips out of Veraik's office without looking at Veraik
* NickR follows.
* Briel comes around the corner and signals at Veraik's door
* wisesnake leaves the Sime Center
* NickR looks back at the building.
<NickR> A most unpleasant man.
<Briel> hajene?
* Veraik lets Briel in, goes to his chair, and sinks into it. [tentacles rubbing and covering eyes]
* Briel concerned, goes over to Veraik
* wisesnake says nothing; presence somehow shadowed
* Briel hands him a cup of tea
* Veraik looks up. Thank you Briel.
<Briel> Jon is upstairs resting...but I got the feeling you still wanted to talk
<Veraik> [haunted look to eyes]
* Briel zlins
<Briel> what is it?
<Veraik> yes.yes [waves tentacle for her to sit down.]
* Briel sits down
* NickR sighs, wishing that erasing psychological scars was as easy as sensing field gradieints.
<Veraik> I understand you held up the fort while I was away. Can you give me a report?
<Briel> not much happened
<Briel> we had a couple of renSime's change over
<Briel> I beieve we had 15 donations and several transfers
<Briel> then there was a siamese twin renSime...
* Briel shudders
<Briel> I don't even want to talk about what Jon and I went through to help him... them
<Briel> it's all in the report
* Veraik listens but is distracted so he didn't hear that last part.
* Briel notes Veraik's distraction... zlins him
<Briel> Veraik
* Veraik looks out the door, wondering where Alea is.
<Briel> VERAIK
* Briel gives him a nageric nudge
* Veraik refocusses. oh Sorry. [rubs tentacles over eyes] It's been a long day.
<Briel> where is your Donor?
<Veraik> [heavy sigh] Probably with Tarsh.
<Briel> should I.... oh
<Briel> would you like me to get another one to work with you
<Veraik> No it's all right. I just had transfer. It's not like I was in need.
* Briel nods
<Briel> what else did you want me for...I'm sure it wasn't an update on the paperwork
* Veraik looks at her. What did you just say?
* Briel cocks her head, zlinning
<Briel> What was it you wanted?
<Veraik> you said something about Zilla?
<Briel> I said I'm sure you didn't want an update on verything that's already written in the report on your desk
<Briel> oh that...
<Briel> she's the new Donor
<Briel> not up to you....
<Veraik> Is she any good?
<Briel> but enough to help
<Veraik> Oh [dejected]
<Briel> she's a low first order
* Veraik smiles. Then perhaps I could use her while Alea is away.
* Veraik thinks.
<Veraik> May be I could bring her up to speed.
* Briel zlins Veraik closely
* Briel nods slowly
<Briel> it might be possible
* Veraik smiles a sad smile.
<Briel> she's brand new.... hasn't been working long at all
<Veraik> I understand that you went into town and stalked Linn. [curious] Why?
<Briel> this is her second assignment... she's rotating through Centers, getting a feel of things
* Briel blinks
<Briel> stalked Linn...
* Briel bursts out laughing
<Veraik> yes... Why?
<Briel> who told you that?
<Veraik> Stalking a Gen is not a laughing matter, Briel?
* Briel quiets
<Briel> I know it
* Briel seriously
<Veraik> I heard about it. That is all you require to know.
<Briel> honestly, Veraik... she made me so angry
<Veraik> What happened?
<Briel> She came here, acting terrified
<Briel> she zlinned fearful of Simes
<Briel> yet, there she was, with that... Snake... the one who slammed me
<Veraik> A disjunct channel stalking a General Order Simephobe is not good.
<Veraik> And?
<Briel> I know Hajene... I just went crazy when I saw how friendly she was with Snake
<Briel> I wanted to see if she'd run to snake
<Veraik> In other words, you were jealous.
<Briel> and she did
* Briel rubs a tentacle over her forehead
<Briel> angry
<Briel> jealous?
* Briel thinks about that
<Briel> you know....
* Briel flushes a bit
<Briel> I'd never thought of it like that before
<Briel> shen, though
* Briel stands and begins to pace
<Veraik> A Simephobe can be a delicious morsel to a disjunct like you and is very dangerous.
<Briel> it's not that... it was seeing her when here we are at the Center, working our tentacles off trying to help and Snake is causing problems and....
* Briel sighs and stops back in front of Veraik
* Veraik goes to Briel and encircles her with his tentacles in a show of comfort.
* Briel relaxes
<Briel> forgive me, Veraik
<Briel> you are right
<Briel> and you know what is the worst part of all?
* Briel whispers
<Briel> when she turned toward Snake, I remembered the feel of... of the hunt
* Briel shudders
<Briel> but you're right
* Veraik rubs a tentacle down Briel's face. I was so worried that you had harmed yourself.
* Briel ~shame~
<Briel> it did stem from jealousy
* Briel zlins Veraik
<Briel> I didn't.
* Veraik hugs her to him. It's ok. Just try to be more careful in the future.
<Briel> I'm fine
* Veraik rubs her back and comforting strokes.
<Veraik> Just be careful Briel. Please.
* Briel appreciates the nageric comfort after Jon but finally steps back
<Briel> thank you Veraik
* Veraik stands back to goes to make tea. Care to join me?
<Briel> thank you
* Briel runs a tentacle through her hair and drops to the couch
<Briel> shen I can't believe I did something so stupid
<Briel> I can't believe I let her get to me that way
<Veraik> We all do from time to time. [holds out a cup of tea]
<Briel> I think between her accidently spilling that hot tea on her to the jumpiness of my new Donor....
<Briel> I just wasn't thinking clearly
* Briel glances at Veraik and takes it
* Briel takes a sip
<Briel> what are you going to do about Snake?
<Veraik> There won't be too many days left that we can be out in the garden, why don't we take a walk out there?
* Briel looks surprised
<Briel> sure
* Briel grins
<Briel> it's already too cold for the Donors
<Briel> passed one shivering awhile ago
<Briel> he was just coming in from outside
<Veraik> then it is just you and me. [grins]
<Briel> and any other sime trying to avoid work
* Veraik walks towards the Gnome and sits on the bench.
* theGnome is slightly atilt
* Briel sits down beside Veraik
* Veraik looks at the Gnome and rights it, sees the envelope he gave Tarsh.
* Veraik encloses nager, picks up envelope and tucks it into an inside pocket.
* Briel zlins Veraik
* Briel wonders what has him suddenly so agitated
* underwear lies on the garden path near the gazebo
* Veraik turns to Briel [thinking about Alea and Tarsh and knowing what is happening.] Smiles.
* Briel is bothered that Alea left Veraik alone when he seems so agitated
<Briel> so, I heard Snake was here earlier
* Veraik turns to Briel and slowly leans over to gently brush her lips then waits for her reaction.
* Briel gasps in surprise
<Briel> well Veraik, I didn't know you cared [quips]
* Veraik lightly rubs a tentacle down her arm.
* Briel smiles, surprised that Veraik is showing such a sudden interest
<Veraik> You are post. I am post. I had hoped that we could comfort each other for a while.
<Briel> you know... it'd be nicer in the gazebo
* Veraik has dreamy, sexy-filled eyes.
* Briel grins and stands and starts toward the gazebo
<Briel> when you want to get out of work, Veraik... you really want out of work
* Briel strolls off toward the gazebo
* underwear lies prettily upon the path
* Veraik follows. Spots Alea's underwear, takes them and quickly stuffs them into the envelope then returns the envelope to an inside pocket.
* Briel zlins
<Briel> uh, female underwear Veraik?
* Briel pauses and zlins him closely
* Veraik has show field of innocence,
<Briel> just about the right size for....
* Briel glances at gazebo then back at Veraik
<Veraik> I just wanted to return them to the rightful owner.
* Briel understands
<Briel> Alea's
* Briel grins
<Briel> Tarsh must be pretty good if he could strip her out of them right out here without any objections
* Veraik looks down. "Yes. I recognized them. I thought she'd like to have them back."
<Briel> I doubt she's worried about them right now
* Briel chuckles
* Veraik covers show field and mutters "yes."
* Veraik laughs with her but is crying inside.
* Briel sighs
<Briel> it's not me you're wanting, Veraik...
<Briel> and she's not here.
* Veraik takes hand and leads Briel to the gazebo.
* Briel follows
<Veraik> It's over, Briel. I know that it is.
* Briel considers
<Veraik> It's time to move on with my life.
<Briel> you don't zlin like it
* Veraik sighs. It just happened. I'll be fine.
* Veraik tries to smile.
<Veraik> I'm sorry. it's just with the problem with Snake and other things which have been happening. I have to move on. Won't you help me? At least for this moment?
* Briel smiles
<Briel> I imagine we both could use it, huh
<Briel> come on, let's go up to my room -- or your room
* Veraik smiles. Mine. I have a new lock.
* Briel chuckles
<zilla> walks through the Center, taking in her new home
<Briel> old time's sake
<Briel> you know, Veraik... it's been awhile
* Briel hurries up the stairs and to veraik's room
* zilla wanders outside....feels the cold and hurries back in
* Briel pulls Veraik into her arms and kisses him passionately
* Veraik locks the door and puts on some soothing instrumental music.
* zilla grabs a cape and hurries back outside
* Briel smiles
<Briel> yes, indeed, Veraik
* Briel slips off her top
<Briel> it's been a long time indeed
* Veraik zlins and feels Briel's soft womanly lips and loses himself to her.
* zilla walks through the garden to the back gate... sees it open and frowns
* Veraik helps her to remove her pants then opens the cover to let you slip inside.
* Veraik sighs with the anticipation of release.........................................
* zilla goes over to the gate to close it
* zilla looks out, wondering who left it open
* wisesnake watches Zilla from the shadows
<wisesnake> hello
* zilla turns, surprised
<wisesnake> [softly]
<zilla> well, hello
* wisesnake pale eyes glint strangely in the darkness
* zilla sees a Sime, probably a channel
* zilla thinks this because she is so bold
* wisesnake zlins Zilla's low-first field
* zilla steps forward studying her eyes
<wisesnake> you are very young to be out here all alone.
<zilla> Snake....
* zilla recognition
<zilla> you're the rogue channel
* wisesnake cocks her head
* zilla takes a step back
<wisesnake> You shouldn't believe everything you hear.
<zilla> the rumors are rampant... I've heard all about you
* zilla steps back toward the path
* wisesnake smiles, an expression of pain and betrayal
* zilla studies Snake
<wisesnake> Yes, of course they would have told you the rumors.
* zilla ~curious~
<wisesnake> But none of the truth, none of the real story.
<wisesnake> That's what happens when a person is separated from the rest. The lies take hold.
* zilla shakes her head
<zilla> I... I don't understand what you mean
<wisesnake> No, I suppose you don't.
<zilla> do you want to come in, out of the cold?
* wisesnake edges closer to Zilla.
<wisesnake> No.
<wisesnake> Do you?
<zilla> well, yeah, it is a bit cold
* zilla holds out her hands
<zilla> see, they're already turning red
* zilla looks down at her hands to show Snake
* wisesnake reaches out and touches Zilla's hands with her hot Sime ones
* wisesnake 's tentacles caress
* wisesnake withdraws the touch
* zilla looks up surprised, wary, then relaxes. She is a Donor, after all
<wisesnake> You should enjoy the night. There are colder things in life by far than simple nature.
<zilla> that has always impressed me... the difference in a Sime's temperature...
* zilla tilts her head, studying Snake
* wisesnake 's eyes gleam for a moment in the moonlight
<wisesnake> Walk with me for a while.
* zilla hesitates then nods
<zilla> if you wish, hajene
* wisesnake leaves the gate
* zilla burning with questions
* wisesnake zlins Zilla
<wisesnake> You are curious.
* zilla blushes
<zilla> I'm not very good yet and guarding my field. Forgive me, hajene
<wisesnake> Good enough for most, I suspect. [glances up at zilla; a darting, judging gaze]
* wisesnake moves like a shadow down the darkened streets
* zilla glances around, trying to keep a mental map of where they go
<zilla> you.... well, it's said you slammed one of the channels at the Center
<wisesnake> Yes.
<wisesnake> Briel.
<zilla> but the punishment for that can be extreme
* zilla glances at Snake's arms
<wisesnake> Yes.
<zilla> and you're a Farris
* wisesnake 's tentacles are sheathed; she is not in need
<wisesnake> Yes.
<zilla> what would your Sectuib do...
* zilla smiles
<zilla> I had the privilege of meeting him once
<zilla> he is so grand
<zilla> he actually shook my hand and spoke with me
* zilla confiding
<zilla> you know, he said after this tour, I should come talk to Zeor... they might could use me there
* wisesnake looks away, so Zilla cannot see the insanity that makes her pale eyes shine
<wisesnake> that sounds like something they would say.
<zilla> of course, it'll take hard work... but I'm seriously considering it
<zilla> I would love to work with the Sectuib in Zeor
* zilla smiles thinking what an honor it would be
* wisesnake leads Zilla further and further downhill, twisting through alleys and backstreets, always downhill
<zilla> I hope you know the way back, Snake
<zilla> you know, I really should get back...
<wisesnake> Not yet.
* zilla looks around and sees the bad part of town they are now in
* zilla starts to feel a bit uneasy
* wisesnake shivers
<zilla> uh, Snake... it's been nice meeting you... but I am cold...
<wisesnake> Yes. I know.
* zilla stops and turns to look trying to decide which direction would take her back to the center
* wisesnake takes Zilla firmly by the arm and makes her keep walking
<wisesnake> Just a little ways further.
* zilla alarmed
<zilla> exactly where are you taking me?
<zilla> I thought we were just going for a stroll
<wisesnake> To the docks.
<zilla> the docks?
<zilla> why?
<wisesnake> To go for a stroll.
* zilla shakes her head in confusion
<zilla> if you insist, hajene
* zilla sighs, thinking she's just going to have to be cold
<zilla> I've heard Farrises were all crazy... uh, no offense meant.... and all have their little quirks
<zilla> I guess yours is walking on the docks
* zilla chuckles
* wisesnake meets Zilla's eyes for an instant
* zilla doesn't like the look in Snake's eyes
* wisesnake looks away
<wisesnake> You are meant for Veraik, are you not?
* zilla glances around wondering if there is anyone here who might just walk with them
<zilla> really?
* zilla brightens
<zilla> well, it'd be nice... I mean, Veraik is one of the few... well, the only one who can match me
<zilla> and I'm not quite up to him...
<wisesnake> They wouldn't give a donor as young as you to one who could not match or overmatch you.
<wisesnake> It would be a waste.
<wisesnake> The Tecton doesn't like waste.
<zilla> yes, I suppose, since his Donor has been with him two months... yes
<zilla> yes, I imagine that's what they're setting me up for this month
<zilla> is to be Veraik's Donor
* wisesnake looks down at the black water far below as they walk down a long pier.
<wisesnake> I wonder when they will tell Alea.
<zilla> tell Alea what?
* wisesnake 's voice is remote, chill
<wisesnake> Ask Alea what, when you get back to the Center.
* zilla digs her feet in
<zilla> I think this is far enough
<zilla> you're worrying me Snake
* wisesnake stops, but doesn't let go of Zilla
* zilla thinks it's a bit more than worry... she should have listened to the warnings about this one
* wisesnake looks with cold curiousity into Zilla's eyes
<wisesnake> Are you afraid? Of what the rumors say?
* zilla swallows
<zilla> yes
<zilla> I wasn't
<zilla> but I am now
* zilla lifts her chin, trying to be brave
* wisesnake turns Zilla around, and pushes her up against the railing
<wisesnake> Look down there.
<wisesnake> At the water.
* zilla looks at the water below
* zilla whispers
<zilla> yes
<wisesnake> That's thirty feet... it'd be like hitting the ground.
<zilla> yes
<wisesnake> And cold.
* zilla swallows
<zilla> very cold
* zilla agrees
<wisesnake> When you go back to the Center, I want you to tell them that I told you I'd push you in if you said the wrong words.
<zilla> of course, hajene
* zilla wondering what the wrong words are
* zilla decides not to say anything
* zilla nods instead
* wisesnake lets Zilla go
<wisesnake> Good luck on finding your way back.
* zilla only nods
* zilla swallows
* zilla nods again
<wisesnake> And tell Veraik I think you will be perfect for him.
* wisesnake disappears into the darkness
* zilla backs away
* zilla turns and throws up
* zilla drops to her knees and starts sobbing
* zilla shaking like a leaf
* NiceSailr bends down to young woman.
<NiceSailr> Are you all right, lady?
* zilla jumps
<zilla> I-I-
* zilla looks around
<zilla> I'm from the Sime Center in Bender Cove
<NiceSailr> [throws hand back] woah!
<NiceSailr> Are you now?
<zilla> I'm a Donor... I....
* zilla looks around, tears stremaing down her face
<zilla> can you tell me where it is
<NiceSailr> [Looks at tunic] Sime Center, huh?
* NiceSailr smiles. Sure.
* zilla nods, shivering
<NiceSailr> But how did you get here? It's very far away.
* zilla dissolves into tears again at the question
<zilla> I
<zilla> This person
<zilla> she
* NiceSailr removes huge heavy coat stinking with fish smell and puts it over her shoulders.
<zilla> I'm lost
<NiceSailr> yes [looks at her]
* zilla takes a deep breath, trying to stop her weeping
<zilla> she walked with me...
<zilla> I thought she was going to throw me there
* zilla points at the water
<zilla> but she didn't
<NiceSailr> Well, come on nice lady and follow me. I'll take you back to the Center.
<zilla> she just said she might or something
* zilla pushes up... teeth chattering
<zilla> but she left
<zilla> oh, I'm so glad she left
<zilla> but I don't know where I am
<NiceSailr> Ehh don't worry your pretty little head. You're safe now, with me.
* zilla looks around, trying to see if Snake is lurking in the shadows
<zilla> oh... I don't know
<zilla> she was a channel
<zilla> you're not
* NiceSailr buttons coat [wiping fish blood off the buttons as he goes.]
<zilla> can we hurry?
* zilla reaches out and grabs his arms
* NiceSailr laughs. Sure.Come this way.
* NiceSailr leads her out of the bad part of town and towards the Center.
<NiceSailr> [Silence is his strong point.]
* zilla breathes a sigh of relief as she sees the Center's lights
* NiceSailr opens door to Center and enters with Zilla in the lead.
* zilla sighs, slumping agains the wall
<zilla> thank you, sir
* zilla looks up for a name
<zilla> I'm zilla, by the way
<NiceSailr> You're welcome. [waits quietly]
* zilla wonders what he is waiting for and then realizes
* zilla laughs, embarrassed
<zilla> your coat!
<NiceSailr> I'm Marlo.
* zilla unbuttons it and hands it back to him
* zilla takes his hand
<zilla> thank you so much Marlo
* Marlo takes his coat.
<zilla> you probably saved my life tonight
<Marlo> [blushes] You're welcome.
<zilla> stop by sometime...
<zilla> I'd like to introduce you to the controller
<zilla> thank you again
<Marlo> [looks around then shudders] I've got to go. I'm about to miss my boat.
* zilla nods and steps back
<zilla> good bye
<Marlo> [backs out]
<Marlo> Bye.
<Marlo> [turns and flees]
* zilla realizes he is one of those who fear Sime Centers and sighs
* zilla closes the door...goes quickly upstairs and locks her doors
* zilla and windows
<zilla> and then burrows under her covers, still dressed
* shadows whisper to Zilla in her dreams
* shadows move underneath the water
* zilla whimpers
* shadows enclose her in their frost-edged embrace
* zilla whimpers louder
* shadows seek to claim her...
* zilla begins to thrash
* zilla can't breathe.....
* zilla ~suffocation~ ~terror~
<snakeeyes> Zilla...
* zilla gasping
<snakeeyes> [whispered] Zilla...
<zilla> no!<gasp> N-o!
<snakeeyes> [shadows touch her hands]
* snakeeyes watch her
* zilla screams! "N-o-o-o-o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
* zilla flies out of her bed
* zilla falls to the floor, looking around wildly
* zilla crawls the corner of the room and curls up, whimpering
* Briel and Veraik hear nothing because of the music and the insulation
* Jirelle 's late night meditations are disturbed by the sound of a muffled scream
* Briel also doesn't hear it because Zilla's room is on the left end of the hall, with the lower level donors and renSimes and lower channels
* Jirelle , concerned, leaves her room and goes down the hallway listening for the source... hears muffled whimpering coming from one of the rooms
* Jirelle opens the door gently
* zilla looks up sobbing, wild look in her eyes
* Jirelle zlins the Donor
<zilla> oh, oh! who are you... stay away...
* Jirelle feels compassion for this poor scared woman
<Jirelle> Please... I want to help you. Will you tell me what is wrong?
<zilla> are you a friend's of Snake's? She tried to murder me tonight... Do you know her?
<zilla> she was going to push me in the water if I said the wrong words
* zilla wraps her arms around herself
<zilla> she was just here... touching me, threatening me
* zilla taking in deep breaths, trying to calm down
* Jirelle goes to Zilla and offers her arms
<Jirelle> It's all over, it's okay. See, you're awake, you're safe here in your room!
* zilla reaches out for her arms without realizing the woman hasn't said who she is
<zilla> but I'm not safe
<zilla> she was here... at the Center!
* Jirelle takes Zilla's arms [firm reassuring touch of a Tecton trained channel]
<zilla> she looked crazy... quite mad indeed
* zilla calms down as she realizes she is holding a Channel's arms
* zilla training wars with her fear
<Jirelle> It's all right. See, there's nobody here but you and me, and you're perfectly safe with me.
<zilla> she wanted to go for a walk...
* zilla sighs, pulling in her fear, forcing it away so as not to hurt the channel
* Jirelle zlins Zilla in an effort to find out if Zilla herself is "quite mad indeed"
<zilla> she walked... we walked...
* Jirelle finds Zilla to be frightened, but sane
<zilla> I realize now I should have listened to the rumors... but she seemed so nice at first
<zilla> until I told her I wanted to come back
<Jirelle> It was just a nightmare... everything will be all right.
<zilla> she made me go on down to the docks
<zilla> NO!
<zilla> it wasn't
* Jirelle is surprised by Zilla's vehemence
<Jirelle> But here you are in your room...
* zilla immdiately forces her field flat
<zilla> forgive me...
<zilla> fully dressed
* zilla wrinkles her nose
<zilla> smell the fish on me?
* Jirelle notices Zilla is, indeed, fully dressed.
* Jirelle notices Zilla does, indeed, stink to high heaven
<Jirelle> Yes.
<zilla> that nice man who brought me back let me borrow his coat
* Jirelle gets Zilla to stand up, leads her to the bed.
<zilla> she told me to tell Veraik... oh what was it... that if I said wrong words she would throw me in the cold water
<Jirelle> Maybe you should tell me everything from the beginning.
<zilla> or was it Veraik she would throw in?
<zilla> oh dear
<Jirelle> Just calm down.
* Jirelle grips Zilla's arms firmly, trying to anchor her in reality
* zilla takes a breath and lets out a shuddering sigh
* zilla looks around the room again, seeing nothing and realizes the last part had been a dream
<Jirelle> Just tell me everything, slowly, starting from the very beginning.
* zilla nods
<zilla> I went out for a walk in the garden
<Jirelle> Just now?
<zilla> this person... Snake... was there
<zilla> no... a bit ago
<Jirelle> Okay...
<zilla> we talked...
<zilla> I told her I was a bit cold
<zilla> she said that there were worse things than cold and encouraged me to walk with her
<zilla> I wanted to because
* zilla flushes
<zilla> well, she is a Farris
<zilla> and I hope to be at Zeor one day
<zilla> but she was leading me on a strange path and I couldn't remember all the turns
* Jirelle sighs, figuring she as a 2nd order channel must be a pretty boring find after that.
<zilla> and she started looking at me funny
<Jirelle> Looking at you funny?
<zilla> yeah
<zilla> like her eyes were on fire
<zilla> burning
<Jirelle> Wow.
<zilla> sorta insane like
<zilla> and it scared me
<Jirelle> What a trip.
* zilla begins trembling again
<zilla> I decided to turn back... but she held on... saying she wanted to go to the docks
<Jirelle> the docks?
<Jirelle> What was there?
<zilla> well, you know how Farrises are... they're all crazy... uh... quirky
<zilla> that's just it
<zilla> she took me down there
* zilla breath shortens to small gasps
<zilla> she pushed me up against the railing
<zilla> she's a SIME... and she held me there and made me look down at the water
* Jirelle is transfixed by Zilla's fear; listens mesmerized
<zilla> she told me from that far if she pushed me in I'd die
<zilla> no... she said...
<zilla> she said if I fell from there I'd die
<zilla> then she got really crazy
<zilla> saying things... like... [gasp] wrong [gasp] words...
<zilla> if I said [gasp] wrong, words[gasp]
* zilla shakes her head
<zilla> the water was cold, she said
<zilla> she'd push me in if I said wrong words
* zilla trying to remember if that is right or not
<zilla> and she told me to go back to Veraik
<Jirelle> Did you? [whispered]
<zilla> to tell him not to say wrong words?
* zilla looks questioningly at Jirelle
<zilla> I didn't say anything after that...
<Jirelle> Did you go to Veraik.
* zilla eyes widen
<zilla> NO
<zilla> I forgot
<Jirelle> He has to know about this... if what you say is true.
<zilla> I just... the sailor came and helped me home
<zilla> I only wanted to be safe
* zilla trembles again
<Jirelle> I can understand that... but you must tell Veraik.
<Jirelle> He has to know.
* zilla nods, absorbing the channel's strength
<zilla> of course, hajene
* Jirelle feels silly being given such respect by one who outranks her
<zilla> I um... well, this is only my third Center. I'm touring them and I haven't really met Veraik yet
<zilla> I'll be here probably a month and then go to the next Center they require me at
* zilla thinks that might not be soon enough
<zilla> but I promise, I'll tell him
<zilla> I'll meet him tomorrow and tell him everything
<Jirelle> You do that.
* Jirelle smiles at Zilla
* zilla remembers passing Veraik near the back door
<Jirelle> Do you want me to monitor you while you sleep?
* zilla remembers he was involved with another channel... very distracted... she's not going to disturb him
* zilla glances up... grateful
<zilla> would you?
<Jirelle> Of course.
<zilla> you'd stay right here...
<Jirelle> Yes.
<Jirelle> Just let me go get my things.
* zilla nods
* Jirelle goes, gets her prayer book and a candle, and some medical report forms, and returns
* zilla pushes to her feet, shaky... and goes to her chest
* zilla quickly changes
* Jirelle sits at the foot of Zilla's bed and lights her candle
* zilla crawls into bed
* zilla looks up at Jirelle to make sure she isn't going to leave
* Jirelle smiles reassuringly at Zilla
<Jirelle> I'll be right here.
* zilla slips down in the bed and pulls the extra pillow close to hold
* zilla closes her eyes, shuddering and thinking she is not going to be able to sleep even if the nice channel is going to stay
* Jirelle begins to read a prayer from her prayer book, in a soothing voice
<Jirelle> The candle keeps the room lit
* zilla relaxes a bit at the soothing voice
* Jirelle 's prayer is about how hope comes from inside yourself and the finding of peace and joy is in the serving of others.
* zilla drifts off to sleep
* Jirelle waits until Zilla is well asleep, then quietly puts down the prayer book, picks up the forms, and carefully writes down everything Zilla told her, and an account of how she came upon Zilla on the floor.
Notes:
1) The first part of this log is missing. No information available on what happened during the missing part. [return]
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