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THE LAW
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
In Righteousness of heart come hither, and listen: for it is I, TO META
THERION, who gave this Law unto everyone that holdeth himself holy. It is
I, not another, that willeth your whole Freedom, and the arising within
you of full Knowledge and Power.
Behold! the Kingdom of God is within you, even as the Sun standeth
eternal in the heavens, equal at midnight and at noon. He riseth not: he
setteth not: it is but the shadow of the earth which concealeth him, or
the clouds upon her face.
Let me then declare unto you this Mystery of the Law, as it hath been made
known unto me in divers places, upon the mountains and in the deserts, but
also in great cities, which thing I speak for your comfort and good
courage. And so be it unto all of you!
Know first, that from the Law spring four Rays or Emanations: so that if
the Law be the centre of your own being, they must needs fill you with
their secret goodness. And these four are Light, Life, Love, and
Liberty.
By Light shall ye look upon yourselves, and behold All Things that are in
Truth One Thing only, whose name hath been called No Thing for a cause
which later shall be declared unto you. But the substance of Light is
Life, since without Existence and Energy it were naught. By Life
therefore are you made yourselves, eternal and incorruptible, flaming
forth as suns, self-created and self-supported, each the sole center of
the Universe.
Now as by Light ye beheld, by Love ye feel. There is an ecstacy of pure
Knowledge, and another of pure Love. And this Love is the force that
uniteth things diverse, for the contemplation in Light of their Oneness.
Know that the Universe is not at rest, but in extreme motion whose sum is
Rest. And this understanding that Stability is Change, and Change
Stability, that Being is Becoming, and Becoming Being, is the Key to the
Golden Palace of this Law.
Lastly, by Liberty is the power to direct your course according to your
Will. For the extent of the Universe is without bounds, and ye are free
to make your pleasure as ye will, seeing that the diversity of being is
infinite also. For this also is the Joy of the Law, that no two stars are
alike, and ye must understand also that this Multiplicity is itself Unity,
and without it Unity could not be. And this is an hard saying against
Reason: ye shall comprehend, when, rising above Reason, which is but a
manipulation of the Mind, ye come to pure Knowledge by direct perception
of the Truth.
Know also that these four Emulations of the Law flame forth upon all
paths: ye shall use them not only in these Highways of the Universe
whereof I have written, but in every By-path of your daily
life.
Love is the law, love under will.
I
OF LIBERTY
It is of Liberty that I would first write unto you, for except ye be free
to act, ye cannot act. Yet all four gifts of the Law must in some degree
be exercised, seeing that these four are one. But for the Aspirant that
cometh unto the Master, the first need is freedom.
The great bond of all bonds is ignorance. How shall a man be free to act
if he know not his own purpose? You must therefore first of all discover
which star of all the stars you are, your relation to the other stars
about you, and your relation to, and identity with, the Whole.
In our Holy Books are given sundry means of making this discovery, and
each must make it for himself, attaining absolute conviction by direct
experience, not merely reasoning and calculating what is probable. And to
each will come the knowledge of his finite will, whereby one is poet,
another prophet, one worker in steel, another in jade. But also to each
be the knowledge of his infinite Will, his destiny to perform the Great
Work, the realization of his True Self. Of this Will let me therefore
speak clearly unto all, since it pertaineth unto all.
Understand now that in yourselves is a certain discontent. Analyse well
its nature: at the end is in every case one conclusion. The ill springs
from the belief in two things, the Self and the Not-Self, and the conflict
between them. This also is a restriction of the Will. He who is sick is
in conflict with his own body: he who is poor is at odds with society: and
so for the rest. Ultimately, therefore, the problem is how to destroy
this perception of duality, to attain to the apprehension of
unity.
Now then let us suppose that you have come to the Master, and that He has
declared to you the Way of this attainment. What hindereth you? Alas!
there is yet much Freedom afar off.
Understand clearly this: that if you are sure of your Will, and sure of
your means, then any thoughts or actions which are contrary to those means
are contrary also to that Will.
If therefore the Master should enjoin upon you a Vow of Holy Obedience,
compliance is not a surrender of the Will, but a fulfilment
thereof.
For see, what hindereth you? It is either from without or from within, or
both. It may be easy for the strong-minded seeker to put his heel upon
public opinion, or to tear from his heart the objects which he loves, in a
sense: but there will always remain in himself many discordant affections,
as also the bond of habit, and these also must he conquer.
In our holiest Book it is written: "Thou hast no right but to do thy will.
Do that, and no other shall say nay." Write it also in your heart and in
your brain: for this is the key of the whole matter.
Here Nature herself be your preacher: for in every phenomenon of force and
motion doth she proclaim aloud this truth. Even in so small a matter as
driving a nail into a plank, hear this same sermon. Your nail must be
hard, smooth, fine-pointed, or it will not move swiftly in the direction
willed. Imagine then a nail of tinder-wood with twenty points--it is
verily no longer a nail. yet nigh all mankind are like unto this. They
wish a dozen different careers; and the force which might have been
sufficient to attain eminence in one is wasted on the others: they are
null.
Here then let me make open confession, and say thus: though I pledged
myself almost in boyhood to the Great Work, though to my aid came the most
puissant forces in the whole Universe to hold me to it, though habit
itself now constraineth me in the right direction, yet I have not
fulfilled my WIll: I turn aside daily from the appointed task. I waver.
I falter. I lag.
Let this then be of great comfort to you all, that if I be so
imperfect--and for very shame I have not emphasized that imperfection--if
I, the chosen one, still fail, then how easy for yourselves to surpass me!
Or, should you only equal me, then even so how great attainment should be
yours!
Be of good cheer, therefore, since both my failure and my success are
arguments of courage for yourselves.
Search yourselves cunningly, I pray you, analising your innmost thoughts.
And first you shall discard all those gross obvious hinderances to your
WIll: idleness, foolish friendships, waste employments or enjoyments, I
will not enumerate the conspirators against the welfare of your
State.
Next, find the minimum of daily time which is in good sooth necessary to
your natural life. The rest you shall devote to the True Means of your
Attainment. And even these necessary hours you shall consecrate to the
Great Work, saying consciously always while at these Tasks that you
perform them only in order to preserve your body and mind in health for
the right application to that sublime and single Object.
It shall not be very long before you come to understand that such a life
is the true Liberty. You will feel distractions from your Will as being
what they are. They will no longer appear pleasant and attractive, but as
bonds, as shames. And when you have attained this point, know that you
have passed the Middle Gate of this Path. For you will have unified your
Will.
Even thus, were a man sitting in a theatre where the play wearies him, he
would welcome every distraction, and find amusement in any accident: but
if he were intent upon the play, every such incident would annoy him. His
attitude to these is then an indication of his attitude towards the play
itself.
At first the habit of attention is hard to acquire. Persevere, and you
will have spasms of revulsion periodically. Reason itself will attack
you, saying: how can so strict a bondage be the Path of Freedom?
Persevere. You have never yet known Liberty. When the temptations are
overcome, the voice of Reason silenced, then will your soul bound forward
unhampered upon its chosen course, and for the first time will you
experience the extreme delight of being Master of Yourself, and therefore
of the Universe.
When this is fully attained, when you sit securely in the saddle, then you
may enjoy also all those distractions which first pleased you and then
angered you. Now they will do neither any more: for they are your slaves
and toys.
Until you have reached this point, you are not wholly free. You must kill
out desire, and kill out fear. The end of all is the power to live
according to your own nature, without danger that one part may develop to
the detriment of the whole, or concern lest that danger should
arise.
The sot drinks, and is drunken: the coward drinks not, and shivers: the
wise man, brave and free, drinks, and gives glory to the Most High
God.
This then is the Law of Liberty: you possess all Liberty in your own
right, but you must buttress Right with Might: you must win Freedom for
yourself in many a war. Woe unto the children who sleep in the Freedom
that their forefathers won for them!
"There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt" but it is only the greatest of
the race who have the strength and courage to obey it.
O man! behold thyself! With what pains wast thou fashioned! What ages
have gone to thy shaping! The history of the planet is woven into the
very substance of thy brain! Was all this for naught? Is there no
purpose in thee? Wast thou made thus that thou shouldst eat, and breed,
and die? Think it not so! Thou dost incorporate so many elements, thou
art the fruit of so many aeons of labour, thou art fashioned thus as thou
art, and not otherwise, for some colossal End.
Nerve thyself, then, to seek it and to do it. Naught can satisfy thee but
the fulfilment of thy transcendent Will, that is hidden within thee. For
this, then, up, to arms! Win thine own Freedom for thyself! Strike
hard!
II
OF LOVE
It is written that "Love is the law, love under will." Herein is an
Arcanum concealed, for in the Greek Language AGAPE, Love, is of the same
numerical value as THELEMA, Will. By this we understand that the
Universal Will is of the nature of Love.
Now Love is the enkindling in ecstacy of Two that will to become One. It
is thus an Universal formula of High Magick. For see now how all things,
being in sorrow caused by dividuality, must of necessity will Oneness as
their medicine.
Here also is Nature monitor to them that seek Wisdom at her breast: for in
the uniting of elements of opposite polarities there is a glory of heat,
of light, and of electricity. Thus also in mankind do we behold the
spiritual fruit of poetry and all genius, arising from the seed of what is
but an animal gesture, in the estimation of such as are schooled in
Philosophy. And it is to be noted strongly that the most violent and
divine passions are those between people of utterly unharmonious
natures.
But now I would have you to know that in the mind are no such limitations
in respect of species as prevent a man falling in love with an inanimate
object, or an idea. For to him that is in any wise advanced upon the Way
of Meditation it appears that all objects save the One Object are
distasteful, even as appeared formerly in respect of his chance wishes to
the Will. So therefore all objects must be grasped by the mind, and
heated in the sevenfold furnace of Love, until with explosion of ecstacy
they unite, and disappear, for they, being imperfect, are destroyed
utterly in the creation of the Perfection of Union, even as the persons of
the Lover and the Beloved are fused into the spiritual gold of Love, which
knoweth no person, but comprehendeth all.
Yet since each star is but one star, and the coming together of any two is
but one partial rapture, so must the aspirant to our holy Science and Art
increase constantly by this method of assimilating ideas, that in the end,
become capable of apprehending the Universe in one thought, he may leap
forth upon It with the massed violence of his Self, and destroying both
these, become that Unity whose name is No Thing. Seek ye all therefore
constantly to unite yourselves in rapture with each and every thing that
is, and that by utmost passion and lust of Union. To this end take
chiefly all such things as are naturally repulsive. For what is pleasant
is assimilated easily and without ecstacy: it is in the transfiguration of
the loathsome and abhorred into The Beloved that the Self is shaken to the
root in Love.
Thus in human love also we see that mediocrities among men mate with null
women: but History teacheth us that the supreme masters of the world seek
ever the vilest and most horrible creatures for their concubines,
overstepping even the limiting laws of sex and species in their necessity
to transcend normality. It is not enough in such natures to excite lust
or passion: the imagination itself must be enflamed by every
means.
For us, then, emancipated from all base law, what shall we do to satisfy
our Will to Unity? No less a mistress than the Universe: no lupanar more
cramped than Infinite Space: no night of rape that is not coeval with
Eternity!
Consider that as Love is mighty to bring forth all Ecstacy, so absence of
Love is the greatest craving. Whoso is balked in Love suffereth indeed,
but he that hath not actively that passion in his heart towards some
object is weary with the ache of craving. And this state is called
mystically "Dryness." For this there is, as I believe, no cure but patient
persistence in a Rule of Life.
But this Dryness hath its virtue, in that thereby the Soul is purged of
those things that impeach the Will: for when the drouth is altogether
perfect, then is it certain that by no means can the Soul be satisfied,
save by the Accomplishment of the Great Work. And this is in strong souls
a stimulus to the Will. It is the Furnace of Thirst that burneth up all
dross within us.
But to each act of Will is a particular Dryness corresponding: and as Love
increaseth within you, so doth the torment of His absence. Be this also
unto you for a consolation in the ordeal! Moreover, the more fierce the
plague of impotence, the more swiftly and suddenly is it wont to
abate.
Here is the method of Love in Meditation. Let the Aspirant first practice
and then discipline himself in the Art of fixing the attention upon any
thing whatsoever at will, without permitting the least imaginable
distraction.
Let him also practice the art of the Analysis of Ideas, and that of
refusing to allow the mind its natural reaction to them, pleasant or
unpleasant, thus fixing himself in Simplicity and Indifference. These
things being achieved in their ripe season, be it known to you that all
ideas will have become equal to your apprehension, since each is simple
and each indifferent: any one of them remaining in the mind at Will
without stirring or striving, or tending to pass on to any other. But
each idea will possess one special quality common to all: this, that no
one of any of them is The Self, inasmuch as it is perceived by The Self as
Something Opposite.
When this is thorough and profound in the impact of its realization, then
is the moment for the aspirant to direct his Will to Love upon it, so that
his whole consciousness findeth focus upon that One Idea. And at the
first it may be fixed and dead, or lightly held. This may then pass into
dryness, or into repulsion. Then at last by pure persistence in that Act
of Will to Love, shall Love himself arise, as a bird, as a flame, as a
song, and the whole Soul shall wing a fiery path of music unto the
Ultimate Heaven of Possession.
Now in this method there are many roads and ways, some simple and direct,
some hidden and mysterious, even as it is with human love whereof no man
hath made so much as the first sketches for a Map: for Love is infinite in
diversity even as are the Stars. For this cause do I leave Love himself
master in the heart of every one of you: for he shall teach you rightly if
you but serve him with diligence and devotion even to abandonment.
Nor shall you take umbrage or surprise at the strange pranks that he shall
play: for He is a wayward boy and wanton, wise in the Wiles of Aphrodite
Our Lady His sweet Mother: and all His jests and cruelties are spices in a
confection cunning as no art may match.
Rejoice therefore in all His play, not remitting in any wise your own
ardour, but glowing with the sting of His wips, and making of Laughter
itself a sacrament adjuvant to Love, even as in the Wine of Rheims is
sparkle and bite, like as they were ministers to the High Priest of its
Intoxication.
It is also fit that I write to you of the importance of Purity in Love.
Now this matter concerneth not in any wise the object or the method of the
practice: the one thing essential is that no alien element should intrude.
And this is of most particular pertinence to the aspirant in that primary
and mundane aspect of his work wherein he establisheth himself in the
method through his natural affections.
For know, that all things are masks or symbols of the One Truth, and
nature serveth always to point out the higher perfection under the veil of
the lower perfection. So then all the Art and Craft of human love shall
serve you as an hieroglyphic: for it is written that That which is above
is like that which is below: and That which is below is like that which is
above.
Therefore also doth it behove you to take well heed lest in any manner you
fail in this business of purity. For though each act is to be complete on
its own plane, and no influence of any other plane is to be brought in for
interference or admixture, for that such is all impurity, yet each act
should in itself be so complete and perfect that it is a mirror of the
perfection of every other plane, and thereby becometh partaker of the pure
Light of the highest. Also, since all acts are to be acts of Will in
Freedom on every plane, all planes are in reality but one: and thus the
lowest expression of any function of that Will is to be at the same time
an expression of the highest Will, or only true Will, which is that
already implied in the acceptance of the Law.
Be it also well understood of you that it is not necessary or right to
shut off natural activity of any kind, as certain false folk, eunuchs of
the spirit, most foully teach, to the destruction of many. For in every
thing soever inhereth its own perfection proper to it, and to neglect the
full operation and function of any one part bringeth distortion and
degeneration to the whole. Act therefore in all ways, but transforming
the effect of all these ways to the One Way of the Will. And this is
possible, because all ways are in actual Truth One Way, the Universe being
itself One and One Only, and its appearance as Multiplicity that cardinal
illusion which it is the very object of Love to dissipate.
In the achievement of Love are two principles, that of mastering and that
of yielding. But the nature of these is hard to explain, for they are
subtle, and are best taught by Love Himself in the course of the
Operations. But it is to be said generally that the choice of one formula
or the other is automatic, being the work of that inmost Will which is
alive within you. Seek not then to determine consciously this decision,
for herein true instinct is not liable to err.
But now I end, without further words: for in our Holy Books are written
many details of the actual practices of Love. And those are the best and
truest which are most subtly written in symbol and image, especially in
Tragedy and Comedy, for the whole nature of these things is in this kind,
Life itself being but the fruit of the flower of Love.
It is then of Life that I must needs now write to you, seeing that by
every act of Will in Love you are creating it, a quintessence more
mysterious and joyous than you deem, for this which men call life is but a
shadow of that true Life, your birthright, and the gift of the Law of
Thelema.
III
OF LIFE
Systole and diastole: these are the phases of all component things. Of
such also is the life of man. Its curve arises from the latency of the
fertilized ovum, say you, to a zenith whence it declines to the nullity of
death? Rightly considered, this is not wholly truth. The life of man is
but one segment of a serpentine curve which reaches out to infinity, and
its zeros but mark the changes from the plus to minus, and minus to plus,
coefficients of its equation. It is for this cause, among many others,
that wise men in old time chose the Serpent as the Hieroglyph of
Life.
ife then is indestructible as all else is. All destruction and
construction are changes in the nature of Love, as I have written to you
in the former chapter proximate. Yet even as the blood in one pulse-throb
of the wrist is not the same blood as that in the next, so individuality
is in part destroyed as each life passeth; nay, even with each
thought.
What then maketh man, if he dieth and is reborn a changeling with each
breath? This: the consciousness of continuity given by memory, the
conception of his Self as something whose existence, far from being
threatened by these changes, is in verity assured by them. Let then the
aspirant to the sacred Wisdom consider his Self no more as one segment of
the Serpent, but as the whole. Let him extend his consciousness to regard
both birth and death as incidents trivial as systole and diastole of the
heart itself, and necessary as they to its function.
To fix the mind in this apprehension of Life, two modes are preferred, as
preliminary to the greater realizations to be discussed in their proper
order, experiences which transcend even those attainments of Liberty and
Love of which I have hitherto written, and this of Life which I now
inscribe in this my little book which I am making for you so that you may
come unto the Great Fulfilment.
The first mode is the acquisition of the Magickal Memory so-called, and
the means is described with accuracy and clearness in certain of our Holy
Books. But for nearly all men this is found to be a practice of exceeding
difficulty. Let then the aspirant follow the impulse of his own Will in
the decision to choose this or no.
The second mode is easy, agreeable, not tedious, and in the end as certain
as the other. But as the way of error in the former lieth in
Discouragement, so in the latter are you to beware of False Paths. I may
say indeed generally of all Works, that there are two dangers, the
obstacle of Failure, and the snare of Success.
Now this second mode is to dissociate the beings which make up your life.
Firstly, because it is easiest, you should segregate that Form which is
called the Body of Light (and also by many other names) and set yourself
to travel in this Form, making systematic exploration of those worlds
which are to other material things what your own Body of Light is to your
own material form.
Now it will occur to you in thse travels that you come to many Gates which
you are not able to pass. This is because your Body of Light is itself as
yet not strong enough, or subtle enough, or pure enough: and you must then
learn to dissociate the elements of that body by a process similar to the
first, your consciousness remaning in the higher and leaving the lower.
In this practice do you continue, bending your Will like a great bow to
drive the Arrow of your consciousness through heavens ever higher and
holier. But the continuance in this Way is itself of vital value: for it
shall be that presently habit herself shall persuade you that the body
which is born and dieth within so little a space as one cycle of Neptune
in the Zodiac is no essential of your Self, that the Life of which you are
become partaker, while itself subject to the Law of action and reaction,
ebb and flow, systole and diastole, is yet insensible to the afflictions
of that life which you formerly held to be your sole bond with
Existence.
And here must you resolve your Self to make the mightiest endeavours: for
so flowered are the meadows of this Eden, and so sweet the fruit of its
orchards, that you will love to linger among them, and to take delight in
sloth and dalliance therein. Therefore I write to you with energy that
you should not do thus to the hinderance of your true progress, because
all these enjoyments are dependent upon duality, so that their true name
is Sorrow of Illusion, like that of the normal life of man, which you have
set out to transcend.
Be it according to your Will, but learn this, that (as it is written) they
only are happy who have desired the unattainable. It is then best,
ultimately, if it be your Will to find always your chiefest pleasure in
Love, that is, in Conquest, and in Death, that is, in Surrender, as I have
written to you already. Thus then you shall delight in these delights
aforesaid, but only as toys, holding your manhood firm and keen to pierce
to deeper and holier ecstacies without arrest of Will.
Furthermore, I would have you to know that in this practice, pursued with
ardour unquenchable, is this especial grace, that you will come as it were
by fortune into states which transcend the practice itself, being of the
nature of those Works of Pure Light of which I will to write to you in the
chapter following after this. For there be certain Gates which no being
who is still conscious of dividuality, that is of the Self and not-Self as
opposites, may pass through: and in the storming of those Gates by fiery
assault of lust celestial, your flame will burn vehemently against your
gross Self, though it be already divine beyond your present imagining, and
devour it in a mystical death, so that in the Passing of the Gate all is
dissolved in formless Light of Unity.
Now then, returning from these states of being, and in the return also
there is a Mystery of Joy, you will be weaned from the Milk of Darkness of
teh Moon, and made partaker of the Sacrament of Wine that is the blood of
the Sun. Yet at the first there may be shock and conflict, for the old
thought persists by force of its habit: it is for you to create by repeted
act the true right habit of this consciousness of the Life which abideth
in Light. And this is easy, if your will be strong: for the true Life is
so much more vivid and quintessential than the false that (as I rudely
estimate) one hour of the former makes an impression on the memory equal
to one year of the latter. One single experience, in duration it may be
but a few seconds of terrestrial time, is sufficient to destroy the belief
in the reality of our vain life on earth: but this wears gradually away if
the consciousness, through shock or fear, adhere not to it, and the Will
strive not continually to repetition of that bliss, more beautiful and
terrible than death, which it hath won by virtue of Love.
There be moreover many other modes of attaining the apprehension of true
Life, and these two following are of much value in breaking up the ice of
your mortal error in the vision of your being. And of these the first is
the constant contemplation of the Identity of Love and Death, and the
understanding of the dissolution of the body as an Act of Love done upon
the Body of the Universe, as also it is written at length in our Holy
Books. And with this goeth, as it were sister with twin brother, the
practice of mortal love as a sacrament symbolical of that great Death: as
it is written "Kill thyself" and again "Die daily."
And the second of these lesser modes is the practice of the mental
apprehension and analysis of ideas, mainly as I have already taught you,
but with especial emphasis in choice of things naturally repulsive, in
particular death itself, and its phenomena ancillary. Thus the Buddha
bade his disciples to meditate upon Ten Impurities, that is, upon ten
cases of death of decomposition, so that the Aspirant, identifying himself
with his own corpse in all these imagined forms, might lose the natural
horror, loathing, fear or disgust which he might have had for them. Know
this, that every idea of every sort becomes unreal, phantastic, and most
manifest illusion, if it be subjected to persistent investigation, with
concentration. And this is particularly easy to attain in the case of all
bodily impressions, because all material things, and especially those of
which we are first conscious, namely, our own bodies, are the grossest and
most unnatural of all falsities. For there is in us all, latent, that
Light wherein no error may endure, and It already teaches our instinct to
reject first of all those veils which are most closely wrapt about It.
Thus also in meditation it is (for many men) most profitable to
concentrate the Will to Love upon the sacred centres of nervous force: for
they, like all things, are apt images or true reflections of their
semblables in finer spheres: so that, their gross natures being dissipated
by the dissolving acid of the Meditation, their finer souls appear (so to
speak) naked, and display their force and glory in the consciousness of
the aspirant.
Yea, verily, let your Will to Love burn eagerly toward this creation in
yourselves of the true Life that rolls its waves across the shoreless sea
of Time! Live not your petty lives in fear of the hours! The Moon and
Sun and Stars by which ye measure Time are themselves but servants of that
Life which pulses in you, joyous drum-beat as you march triumphant through
the Avenue of the Ages. Then, when each birth and death of yours are
recognized in this perception as mere milestones on your ever-living Road,
what of the foolish incidents of your mean lives? Are they not grains of
sand blown by the desert wind, or pebbles that you spurn with your winged
feet, or grassy hollows where you press the yielding and elastic turf and
moss with lyrical dances? To him who lives in Life naught matters: his is
eternal motion, energy, delight of never-failing Change: unwearied, you
pass on from aeon to aeon, from star to star, the Universe your
playground, its infinite variety of sport ever old and ever new. All
those ideas which bred sorrow and fear are known in their truth, and thus
become the seed of joy: for you are certain beyond all proof that you can
never die; that, though you change, change is part of your own nature: the
Great Enemy is become the Great Ally.
And now, rooted in this perfection, your Self become the very Tree of
Life, you have a fulcrm for your lever: you are ready to understand that
this pulastion of Unity is itself Duality, and therefore, in the highest
and most sacred sense, still Sorrow and Illusion; which having
comprehended, aspire yet again, even unto the Fourth of the Gifts of the
Law, unto the End of the Path, even unto Light.
IV
OF LIGHT
I pray you, be patient with me in that which I shall write concerning
Light: for here is a difficulty, ever increasing, in the use of words.
Moreover, I am myself carried away constantly and overwhelmed by the
sublimity of this matter, so that plain speech may whirl into lyric, when
i would plod peacably with didatic expression. My best hope is that you
may understand by virtue of the sympathy of your intuition, even as two
lovers may converse in language as unintelligible to others as it seemeth
silly, wanton, and dull, or as in that other intoxication given by Ether
the partakers commune with infinite wit, or wisdom, as the mood taketh
them, by means of a word or a gesture, being initiated to apprehension by
the subtlety of the drug. So may I that am inflamed with love of this
Light, and drunken on the wine Etherial of this Light, communicate not so
much with your reason and intelligence, but with that principle hidden in
yourself which is ready to partake with me. Even so may man and woman
become mad with love, no word being spoken between them, because of the
induction (as it were) of their souls. And your understanding will depend
upon your ripeness for perception of my Truth. Moreover, if so be that
Light in you be ready to break forth, then Light will interpret to you
these dark words in the language of Light, even as a string inanimate,
duly adjusted, will vibrate to its peculiar tone, struck on another cord.
Read, therefore, not only with the eye and brain, but with the rhythm of
that Life which you have attained by your Will to Love quickened to
dancing measure by these words, which are the movements of the wand of my
Will to Love, and so to enkindle your Life to Light.
(In this mood did I interrupt myself in the writing of this my little
book, and for two days and nights sleeplessly have I made consideration,
wrestling vehemently with my spirit, lest by haste or carelessness I might
fail toward you.)
In exercise of Will and of Love are implied motion and change, but in Life
is gained an Unity which moveth and changeth only in pulse or in phase,
and is even as music. Yet in the attainment of this Life you will already
have experienced that the Quintessence thereof is pure Light, an ecstacy
formless, and without bound or mark. In this Light naught exists, for It
is homogeneous: and therefore have men called it Silence, and Darkness,
and Nothing. But in this, as in all other effort to name it, is the root
of every falsity and misapprehension, since all words imply some duality.
Therefore, though I call it Light, it is not Light, nor absence of Light.
Many also have sought to describe it by contradictions, since through
transcendent negation of all speech it may by some natures be attained.
Also by images and symbols have men striven to expres it: but always in
vain. Yet those that were ready to apprehend the nature of this Light have
understood by sympathy: and so shall it be with you who read this little
book, loving it. However, be it known unto you that the best of all
instruction on this matter, and the Word best suited to the Aeon of Horus,
is written in The Book of the Law. yet also the Book
Ararita is right worthy in the Work of the
Light, as Trigrammaton in that of Will, Cordis
Cinti
Serpente in the Way of Love, and Libri in
that of Life. All these Books also concern all these Four Gifts, for in
the end you will see that every one is inseperable from every
other.
I wish to write to you with regard to the number 93, the number of
THELEMA. For it is not only the number of its interpretation AGAPE, but
also that of a Word unknown to you unless you be a Neophyte of our Holy
Order of the A.'.A.'. which word representeth in itself the arising of the
Speech from the Silence, and the return thereunto in the End. Now this
number 93 is thrice 31, which is in Hebrew LA, that is to say NOT, and so
it denieth extension in the three dimensions of Space. Also I would have
you to meditate most closely upon the name NU that is 56, which we are
told to divide, add, multiply, and understand. By division cometh forth
0.12, as if it were written Nuith! Hadith! Ra-Hoor-Khuith! before the
Dyad. By addition ariseth Eleven, the number of True Magick: and by
multiplication Three Hundred, the Number of the Holy Spirit or Fire, the
letter Shin, wherein all things are consumed utterly. With these
considerations, and a full understanding of the mysteries of the Numbers
666 and 418, you will be armed mightily in this Way of far flight. But
you should also consider all numbers in their scales. For there is no
means of resolution better than this of pure mathematics, since already
therein are gross ideas made fine, and all is ordered and ready for the
Alchemy of the Great Work.
I have already written to you of how, in the Will of Love, Light ariseth
as the secret part of Life. And in the first, the little, Loves, the
attained Life is still personal: later, it becometh impersonal and
universal. Now then is Will arrived, may I say so, at its magnetic pole,
whence the lines of force point alike every way and no way: and Love also
is no more a work, but a state. These qualities are become part of the
Universal Life, which proceedeth infinitely with the enjoyment of the
WIll, and of Love as inherent therein. These things therefore, in their
perfection, have lost their names, and their natures. Yet these were the
Substance of Life, its Father and Mother: and without their operation and
impact Life itself will gradually cease its pulsations. But since the
infinite energy of the whole Universe is therein, what then is possible
but that it return to its own First Intention, dissolving itself little by
little into that Light which is its most secret and most subtle
Nature?
For this Universe is in Truth Zero, being an equation whereof Zero is the
sum. Whereof this is the proof, that if not, it would be unbalanced, and
something would have come from Nothing, which is absurd. This Light or
Nothing is then the Resultant or Totality thereof in pure Perfection; and
all other states, positive or negative, are imperfect, since they omit
their opposites.
Yet, I would have you consider that this equality or identity of equation
between all things and No thing is most absolute, so that you will remain
no more in the one than you did in the other. And you will understand
this greatest Mystery very easily in the light of those other experiences
which you will have enjoyed, wherein motion and rest, change and
stability, and many other subtle opposites, have been redeemed to identity
by the force of your holy meditation.
The greatest gift of the Law, then, cometh forth by the most perfect
practice of the Three Lesser Gifts. And so thoroughly must you travail in
this Work that you are able to pass from one side of the equation to the
other at will: nay, to comprehend the whole at once, and for ever. This
then your time-and-space-bound soul shall travel according to its nature
in its orbit, revealing the Law to them that walk in chains, for that this
is your particular function.
Now here is the Mystery of the Origin of Evil. Firstly, by Evil we mean
that which is in opposition to our own wills: it is therefore a relative,
and not an absolute, term. For everything which is the greatest evil of
some one is the greatest good of some other, just as the hardness of the
wood which wearieth the axeman is the safety of him that ventureth himself
upon the sea in a ship built of that wood. And this is a truth easy to
apprehend, being superficial, and intelligible to the common mind.
All evil is thus relative, or apparent, or illusory: but, returning to
philosophy, I will repeat that its root is always in duality. Therefore
the escape from this apparent evil is to seek the Unity, which you shall
do as I have already shewn you. But I will now make mention of that which
is written concerning this in The Book of the
Law.
The first step being Will, Evil appears as by this definition, "all that
hinders the execution of the Will." Therefore it is written: "The word of
Sin is Restriction." It should also be noted that in The Book of the Thirty Aethyrs Evil appears as
Choronzon whose number is 333, which in Greek importeth Impotence and
Idleness: and the nature of Choronzon is Dispersion and
Incoherence.
Then in the Way of Love Evil appears as "all that which tends to prevent
the Union of any two things." Thus The Book of the
Law sayeth, under the figure of the Voice of Nuit: "take your fill and
will of love as ye will, when, where and with whom ye will! But always
unto me." For every act of Love must be "under Will," that is, in
accordance with the True Will, which is not to rest content with things
partial and transitory, but to proceed firmly to the End. So also, in The Book of the Thirty Aethyrs, the Black
Brothers are those who shut themselves up, unwilling to destroy themselves
by Love.
Thirdly, in the Way of Life Evil appears under a subter form as "all that
which is not impersonal and universal." Here The Book
of the Law, by the Voice of Hadit, informeth us: "In the sphere I am
everywhere the centre." And again: "I am LIfe and the giver of Life ...
'come unto me' is a foolish word: for it is I that go ... For I am
perfect, being Not." For this Life is in every place and time at once, so
that in It these limitations no longer exist. And you will have seen this
for yourself, that in every act of Love time and space disappear with the
creation of the Life by its virtue, as also doth personality itself. For
the third time, then, in even subtler sense, "The word of Sin is
Restriction."
Lastly, in the Way of Light this same versicle is the key to the
conception of Evil. But here Restriction is in the failure to solve the
Great Equation, and, later, to prefer one expression or phase of the
Universe to the other. Against this we are warned in The Book of the Law by the Word of Nuit, saying, "None
... and two. For I am divided for love's sake, for the chance of union"
and therefore, "If this be not aright: if ye confound the space marks,
saying: They are one: or saying, They are many ... then expect the direful
judgements ..."
Now therefore by the favour of Thoth am I come to the end of this my book:
and do you arm yourselves accordingly with the Four Weapons: the Wand for
Liberty, the Cup for Love, the Sword for Life, the Disk for Light: and
with these work all wonders by the Art of High Magick under the Law of the
New Aeon, whose Word is THELEMA.