An essay (mostly psychobabble) about why Mordred doesn't think well of himself, especially where women are concerned. He's better as of late, mostly due to his wife.
Some important (and some amusing) events in Mordred's life:
His story -- before he joined the family.
The hole in Mordred's memory, as filled in after Mordred walked the Pattern of Amber.
Mordred visits Merlin for the first time.
Cat witnesses Mordred's attempt on Dara's life.
Mordred punches out Lazare. To give you an idea how long ago this was, it was while Kenneth was Thelbane's ambassador to Haven and not the King of Thelbane.
Through a little Shadow tomfoolery, Mordred subtlely mocks Lazare.
In the heat of battle, Mordred decides to blood curse Blake.
A documentary on Blake's invasion of New Camelot.
A tale of a particularly harrowing hellride Mordred took right after the fall of New Camelot.
A Trump call Mordred made right after he killed Mosley.
Mordred's reactions to certain reforms in Thelbane.
A "statue" of Mordred appears in Thelbane.
It turns out the statue is more than a statue -- it is a living, breathing being that contains a fragment of Mordred's soul. Lazare lets it loose in Haven, with interesting consequences, as this edited ICQ log shows...
Mordred apologizes for the death of Mosley, though, as ever, not as his father would prefer.
Mordred appointed to the post of Attorney General.
Mordred's first actions after said appointment.
Mordred responds to accusations from Eric.
Mordred discusses the Four Elders conspiracy with his new wife, Cat.
The most imporant thing to happen to Mordred is the creation of Mandala.
Mordred becomes angry with his father and is called to task by Wolfgang, to which Mordred responds without regret.
Note that all of the above texts are extremely out-of-character, unless your character is told about a particular topic by someone. More to be added later.
Kirt "Loki" Dankmyer
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Salisbury, MD (USA)
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